20 bliss and frowns
Tuesday, November 27, 2012.

10 happiest moments my life
1. watching the rain pouring outside the window feeling the breeze washing my face
2. looking at cars lining the road from the 18th floor, feeling grateful that im not in it
3. snugging under my blanket on a cold Friday night
4. smelling my boaster that sends me to sleep
5. looking at the clear blue sky just to day dream
6. wake up in the morning without setting an alarm
7. spending time with family
8. considerable thoughts from best friends
9. talking with friends who care about you and understand you ...including "miaoing" with miss miao.
10. travel and think about life

10 most disappointing moments in my life
1. when the one you love leaves you abruptly
2. when best friends became strangers
3. bad things happened after another
4. did the same mistakes again and again
5. telling white lies
6. wanted to say something but ended up with just a word when vocabulary is limited
7. notice friends that you cared about, stabbing your back
8. behind schedules
9. not having enough faith in myself
10. seems to know a lot but actually doesnt

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{ 9:54 PM }

Saturday, November 10, 2012.

it had almost been a year when we became close friends since that day......

while reminiscencing the past as we stroll along the same place we went last year,

i notice that everything's changed.

the feeling of togetherness between us has starting to sneak away ...

our priorities are different now....

we came bac as a different people carrying respective roles.....

it struck me that it was merely a gathering that mimics the past....

As the saying goes, "Theres no U Turn in life" ....

i learn the meaning of it now.....nothing will be the same.....even if we tried our best in making them the same.....

Time is a powerful thing that changes things in a way he want it to be....and we as a human, can do nothing to stop him.....

In a way....he resembles God when he determines when your life should end....

whatever time may be, i just know what im the only one clinching over the past and stayed plateau throughout this year....when people moved on....altering their priorities and got over their past.

well......the stubborn old me....should really learn how to get on with life....and start looking things at a wider perspective.....the past one and a half years have not been well spent....

therefore, a promise was made to myself to live a better life from now on.....

but for now...

i .....just......need......some....EMOness.....to balance up my feelings......=)

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{ 12:01 AM }

我幼稚完了
Monday, November 5, 2012.

无法和你回到那种盛夏

　　能够沉醉怀抱呆望窗纱

　　就这麼一个假日在乘凉

　　冰块浸没在红茶

　　互抱着老掉也不怕

　　时间流过谁也要长大吧

　　而你和我前行全是分岔

　　自此分开了你落力前行

　　得我幼稚地停留

　　被岁月放大了牵挂

　　几千天近况幸福吗

　　每天忙碌吗

　　仍然是那麼认真吗

　　可有新恋人

　　成熟的恋人

　　成熟到没再共你吵架

　　是我始终拒绝成长吗

　　为何无法装作潇洒

　　转眼多少年

　　仍然想当年

　　仍然幼稚到又记起你

　　天真够吗

　　而我何以连住进新大厦

　　仍要为你留下陈旧梳化

　　或者早知道我在下沉时

　　喜爱仰卧到凌晨

　　累了又挂念你一下

　　近况好吗每天忙碌吗

　　仍然是那麼认真吗

　　可有新恋人

　　成熟的恋人

　　成熟到没再共你吵架

　　是我始终拒绝成长吗

　　还未学会装乐观吗

　　转眼多少年

　　无聊的蠢人

　　无聊到让眼泪跌出了

　　疯癫够吗

　　让我今天幼稚完好吗

　　能如愿再经历遇见你的一刹吗

　　如果时光机放在前方

　　可天真多次吗

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{ 9:11 PM }

hey you! are u still there?
Friday, November 2, 2012.

wipe wipe.....cleaning those dust and rust on my blog....=)

nearly 2 weeks i've left my blog untouched....thanks to the soul killing schedule in IMU ....

today....im "bump-ing" up the topic of friendship here....=)

well you see....friendship is like a cycle ....

both of you went from strangers to acquaintance...

consequently, you all became friends....and from there....you either reach a state of plateau or u advance to either being good friends or beyond that.

people walk in and out of our lives and during this process, new friends enter.

and from there, goes two bunch of people.

one which still maintains a good relationship with old friends even though new friends are around and that they will never look down on you and compare you with those "new comers".

while others might just choose to leave those old friends behind and start a new life with them.

of course, there are many factors behind for the later who chose to leave but anyhow, its time to know which is your true best friend whom will never leave you, lost contact with you, and care for you or misses you when youre not there.

Identify most of them and dump those who just merely trash to you so that you have time to appreciate your good friends more.

to those who never leave me, again, accept my gratitude towards you coz youre just another amazing people that i will never regret knowing. you know who you are.=)