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The UnBEETLEble Life
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why?
Saturday, August 20, 2011.

sigh.......
y did he treated me like that?
its just so hurtful...
wat did i do wrong till i deserve such an awful payback?
last time....we were soulmates...
then...it became....good frenz.....
suddenly went into becoming a stranger...
now....worst than a stranger???
am i even your fren now?
y do u have to do this to me?
y do i alwayz have to cry because of u?
wat i am sad of is that we came so far..and ended up like that...
i dun like to be in this situation with u....
pls......and y?

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{ 7:30 PM }



dun congratulate me......i dunno wat to respond.....
Thursday, August 18, 2011.

i would prefer NOT BAD!! or rather.....hey! GOOD EFFORT!
other than CONGRATES!!
i dun like it!
onli those who get stars deserve congratulations......
i think i didnt do well........
sigh......should have done better.......
so dun congratulate me pls........

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{ 6:22 PM }



praise with your own heart....

sometimes...its just too sad to see yourself standing short ......
in such a concrete big jungle......
not like to compare....
but yea.....youre just nothing.....

thinking bac...when i;m in a relationship...
wat my boyfren told me...means a lot...
i kinda remember most of the words he said to me......
just hoping that every boys out there with a gf...
respect her and praise her onli because u really felt she deserve the praise...
dun do that just to create a topic or so...
isnt it too fake???

i miss those times....dont u??? =)

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{ 5:36 PM }



A level stars....are not meant to be mine...

sigh....
got a knock from the cruel clothe hanger.....
wat does it tyring to signal me??
telling me to wAKe Up and stop dreaming.....stop being lazy???
or is it a punishment for not doing that well in EXAM???
yes...may be an A is wat i deserve...
but sometimes.....
when all of your frenz around u got an A star...
you'll feel ....so.....unsatisfied....
but when i come to think of it...
A star.....is for those who really deserves it.....
coz they are really gifted to have that special talent of their own....
as for me.....
i've discovered long time ago that ....
i;m always getting the normal things .....
i noe a certain knowledge...but i'm not specialized in it.....
i practise the skills....but i'm not good at it...
i learn something...but its like i'm not born for it...
in short......there 's a cantonese proverb for that..." half pail of water"....
thats wat i am....
sigh....
i wish i have those stars with me.....

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{ 3:06 PM }



你是我家。。。。
Friday, August 12, 2011.

人面不知何处去。。。桃花依旧笑春风。。。
今天旧地重游。。让我回顾与你在一起的时光。。。
短短的一年里。。。发生了那么多事情。。。
以往在那儿与你拍照。。很甜蜜。。
可是今天的我和你。。
这么像个陌生人去了。。。。

有时真的很想像两夫妻一样。。。
吵过了架。。。就和好如初。。。
当什么事情都没有。。。
可是。。你当初的决定是那么的坚决。。。
仿佛到了无可挽救的地步。。。
我害怕了。。。
想爱却不能爱。。。。
想抱你也不能抱。。。
很辛苦。。。很不习惯。。。
当初和你在一起是那么的亲密。。。
何能说断就断???
每当我想起只有我们两个的时刻。。。。
就实在什么都不再重要。。。因为我还爱着你。。。
可是。。。我真的不知道。。。
三个月以后的你。。。会不会另找新欢。。。
那时候才打算吧。。可能现在你疲倦了。。。
我也在你心里慢慢地消失。。。
你选择了自由。。。我选择了放手。。。
不再缠着你。。。是因为我爱你。。
很想你。。。。你可以像以前一样亲我吗???
很想回你家。。。。。和你一起生活。。。。好吗???

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{ 11:33 PM }



your purpose......=(

wats the sorry for????
sorry for not having me in your heart??
sorry for it starts to fade as time goes on??
if this is wats youre apologizing.....
i rather not to accept it.....
i dont like your sorry......
coz it force me to accept another cruelty of reality.....

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{ 11:26 PM }



she has his heart.......
Monday, August 8, 2011.

he seems not missing u anymore...
juz got wind that he's going for a second vacation with her again..
wow...
another shocking news that made me cry....
i'm just so disappointed in him....
i'm so sad now....
what should i do???
its so obvious that he placed her above me....
i'm not that important anymore..
i'm nothing to him any more.....
y am i still thinking of him all the time???
yes...
she really has a place in his heart...
while me?? i'm just another one who got dump very badly...
his heart has left me....
he really did........how cruel is that???
stab me......let me feel the real pain...
let this real pain outweigh the cruel pain he did to me....

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{ 7:37 PM }



.....

i'm so disappointed in you........

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{ 10:09 AM }



xie xie ni yong yuan ji de wo....=) wo hen gan dong....=)
Friday, August 5, 2011.

de dao nin de ren tong....
wo tu ran jue de yi qie dou bu zai zhong yao le..
xie xie ni...auntie...
xie xie ni de zhao gu..
xie xie ni hui yong yuan ji de wo....
zhe ju hua......rang wo de fu chu jue de
shen me dou zhi de....wo hen gan dong...T.T
tu ran hen xiang bao ni....
yin wei.....shi zai tai xiang ni le...
ni wei wo dai lai le an wei....
gan ji ni....=)
wo ye yi ran de .....hui ai ni....=)
take care of your health yea....=)
miss you alwayz.....

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{ 12:02 PM }



sad morning...

a sudden sms recruits all the nostalgic memories .....
sigh....i cant go bac any longer...
i miss those moments a lot...
how i wish when i wake up....everything is juz a dream...
nah....today is a sad start...
i'm unhappy again....=(

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{ 11:04 AM }



TatA!
Thursday, August 4, 2011.

BYE facebook.....=)
till then......old fren....

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{ 9:53 PM }



a new life......soon...=)

i'm not sure.......i'm lost......kinda fed up with how i'm living now..
ppl work.....to make full use of their time...
me?? i facebooked...blogged.....
wat am i doing???
felt so fed up with my life..
i need a new life now....
forgetting the pass and move on.......
i'll promise myself not to facebook so frequently....
i'll just blog to get those who cared updated.....
and yea.....
i have to do somthing meaningful now...
pls.....do something ...lee ji ching.......
pls.....!!!!! keep yourself busy......
btw.....hope that my eyes will recover....soon.....=)
will be back to new horizon for a fresh new start...
just like how i got back up 2 years back....=)

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{ 9:42 PM }



Cheer!!! LEADER!! =)

LIfe goes on as usual....=)
eyes are dry....
may be is because i went for a body check up two days ago....
and the eye drop that made my eyes dilate.....
cause it freakin dry...
hmmm....and a hep B injection. too......
everything as usual.....
phew.....dunno wat happen lately...
2days ago....my elbow injured....
when it recovers....
my neck''s turn.....twisted....duh....
enough of suffering....
now my eyes......EEEWWW!!!!
hmm...i miss my school's canteen food all in a sudden....
wanted to go bac...but it would be too weird if i were to go bac alone...
right....
time to get my heart and soul ready for my a level result....
hope it will turn out as wat i wished for it to be ......
i pray hard to god....
i can lost faith in love....but not my work!
YEA! cant lose anymore!!! =)
GO FIGHT WIN! =p!

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{ 3:53 PM }



such a disappointing day.....
Wednesday, August 3, 2011.

my dream was alwayz right...
when i dream of u and her together....
the reality alwayz turns out to be true.....
from today onwards...
i'm not going to care bout it anymore..
coz u'll never have a place to stand in my dreams ever again....
NO MORE!

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{ 12:13 PM }



never worth it....

i just noe that u will never remember me....
and if u do.....we'll never talk as we used to...
this is how it is now....
you'll never tell me where u went....
or how u've been doing......
as times goes on....
we'll have no more topic for each other....
you'll have your frenz....to talk to....
and you no longer need me...
thinking back on wat i've given u....
its never worth it.....
signing off with a broken heart.....

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{ 11:52 AM }



lup dup......
Tuesday, August 2, 2011.

when your heart starts beating for someone else out there....
its time...
for my heart to stop beating for u......

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{ 7:09 PM }



SHE

Crazy.Loving.Loud.Bossy.Boyish.Sporting.Adventurous

Claim herself to be street smart.Mysterious and Passionate.Loves exploring her limitations by trying out new things.Difficulties? NAH! one can never read from her appearance.time and sincerity is the key. may look joyous but secure a fragile heart.*smackface*


her life

studying
Music
Sing
EAT
Sleep
Drama marathon!
Listening rather than talking
shopping
pretend to be clever *wink*

What she thinks?

Do a bunch of crazy and random things before she dies cuzzzzz there's just ONE LIFE to live!
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