AlleLuy@h!!
Saturday, June 20, 2009.

wat a day!!!!i told myself...
tired and speechless...
not because i've nothing to say...
but too tired till i cant speak a word..haha...
so, i juz wanna complete today's post very very briefly.....

firstly, i wanna thank "sir " for giving me and aileen a great treat today at sushi king...hehehee
secondly, i 'm quite hurt when i saw Mr wan distributing out those perak tracksuits to the representatives of perak today..during seni bela training......coz i'm not one of them.....
but i swear to myself that i'm definately going for the national selection next year when everything settles down.....
thirdly, i'm once again proven to be a tou fu .......
kena belasah today.....my leg is now swollen and having bruises!!!
cant even walk properly right now...
i can feel that pain even when i touch it !!!
damn leg!!! am i made of paper???
y am i so "tou fu"??????
i'm speechless once again...

some may ask..y am i blogging so frequently these days....
i'm telling you the truth now...
i got a feeling that i'm not going to have the chance to blog so frequently like wat i am doin now one week from today....
life starts!!!
a whole new life without parents...
phew....
hope that i can adapt to the new environtment...
prey for me.....ALLELUYAH ....leluyah..leluyah.....

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A DAY
Friday, June 19, 2009.

y's everone blogging with english nowadays????
hahah...but its fine with me...
coz i noe that english is important....
but i juz dunno y our government 's carying out
" get your SPM certs even if u fail your english" concept....
but wateva it is...its up to our government to decide ....
wat our future generation will be....
if our future generations fails to lead....its not their fault entirely..
its because our education system fails them first.....

ok....before i drag to long on that...
let me get back here...hahah...
hmm...wat should i say today....
nice and sunny day.....
full of "hotness" the whole day...
even night time is as hot as the evening weather....
can u imagine that....
i cant sleep without an air cond now...

last night...
i watch 溏心风暴all over again.....
gosh...i cant believe those vivid memories of us together still exist so clearly in my mind..
once i saw her...i'll think of u....
once i hear 爱在记忆中找你....i'll think of you...
once i saw him...i'll think of you....
once i saw them together...i 'll think of us....
onli then i noe that i cant take it any more
swiftly enough, i shut down my lappy and hide under my blanket....
but alas, those memories hit me again!!
damn!! i'm down!! you win this time!!!

juz met a junior in msn...
she seemed to be in her mood swings....
so i loaded her with tonnes of advises....
i felt so pathetic..seeing her so depressed and stressed up....
i cant help her much....
but i tried my very best....
to give out every single thoughts that i have for her....
now...
its her turn to do her best for herself....
never give up girl!!!
if u give up..u have nothing....but if u hang on and move on...you have everything...
i really pray hard for you.....
hope that god brightens up your path.....and lead you where ure suppose to be..
never ever think of ways to end your life!!!
its a SIN!!!

i'm hoping that red devil's doin fine enough....your absense doenst shows that u've dissappear...but from every now and then...you still linger in my mind ....those moments will never fade away.......its still a question whether did u read this...but my endless prayer for you shall always be there....

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防空洞.....
Wednesday, June 17, 2009.

晴

突然觉得今天很空洞.....
总之就是觉得自己很空很空......越来越无聊了...
除了每天上网之外....
真的没有做任何有意义的事情.....
再次觉得自己缺乏存在的价值.....

现在自己简直就是判若两人.....
不再努力.....
不再奋斗....
懒懒散散地....
与垃圾没分别....

还有两个星期就要开学了.....
开学??
对!! 但我就好像剩锈了的废铁一样.....
把一切都忘得一干二净.....
想起来...我还蛮没用的.....
希望我能在不同的环境下仍然能做到...
"洛阳亲友如向问....一片冰心在玉壶"......
再者, 也希望自己没辜负那么多人对我的期望.....
尤其是爸妈....

"爸.....父亲节快乐...."
您放心.....我一定会很努力的....
不会让你失望...
但也希望你对我要有信心.....
不要忘记你和我的承诺....
记得要好好照顾自己的身体.....
你知道你的啦......
时常自己当医生.....
又不相信医生.....
这样你又为什么鼓励我作医生呢????
你真的很STUBBORN!!!!!
你还要飞到那里看我的毕业典礼的啊!!!
总之....
我去深造后.....
记得你罕我的承诺....

daddy.....i love you.....

辛苦您了妈......
您无怨无悔的付出.....
真的另我很感动....
都是我啦....
那么懒.....
有时真的是生块叉烧好过生我的.....
但是即使是一块叉烧....
我都不会忘记你们的养育之恩的.....
相信我!!!! 我一定会出人头地的!!!!!
不要小看我!!!!!

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世上没有完美的情人....???
Tuesday, June 16, 2009.

有人说
漂亮的女人不会做菜
会做菜的不够温柔
太温柔的没主见
有主见的没有女人味
有女人味的爱乱花钱
不乱花钱的不时尚
时尚的不让人放心
让人放心的有不能看

也有女人感叹
有才华的男人长得丑
长得帅的赚钱少
赚钱多的不顾家
顾了家的没出息
有出息的不浪漫
懂浪漫的靠不住
靠得住的又太闷

haha...听起来还蛮有意思的嘛!! haha.....

著: 张璇

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SaRaH's bUrFdAY bAsH!!
Saturday, June 13, 2009.

yesterday was sarah's 18th birthday.....

and yea...i went to her birthday party.....

its been long since i went to a birthday bash....

well ....since it was her 18th birthday.....

i'm planning to give my "honey" a unpredictable gift this year..

after pondering for long, goin from shop to shop...

gazing from one item to another which was on the display rack....

finally this little doggie below caught my attention....

remembering that sarah lost her lovely dog - JOjo....last year (if i'm not mistaken)

i decided to buy her that cute little puppy ....

i found two frenz to lighten my burden...blek..xp....

for the price was slightly higher than i thought...

anywaz....i hope that my darling loves my present....

and may she have the love to share...

health to spare ...and friends that care....(like me...hehehe)

all the best sarah!!! lurve you!!

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我是冰块......
Wednesday, June 10, 2009.

冰块......
我们时常都能见.....
但我们有没有想过.....
冰块也能带给人类小小的启示呢????

原之于水的冰块....
曾经是个自由自在.....快快活活的东西.....
可以随心所欲地流.......
它很温柔......有时也很脆弱.....
需要依靠才能站起来......
但千万不要看小它的力量......
当它到了忍无可忍的极限......
那股内在的力量.....
将如洪水泛滥成灾......
一发难以收拾......

水一旦脆弱.....就变成冰块......
冷冰冰的......
但它比水坚硬许多.....
因为它领悟到脆弱后会更坚强的道理.....

为什么说我是冰块呢????
不是因为我冷酷无情.....
不是因为自己很厉害....能比冰块更坚强....
只是想告诉自己跌到后....脆弱后....要懂得站起来......
原之于水的我......
曾经享受过依靠别人才能站起来......
曾经无忧无虑的生活.....
曾经享受过何为甜酸苦辣....
但如今.....我是一块冰.......
我不想在依靠别人生活....
不想再脆弱.....
有时候.....真的很想让自己做个冷酷无情的人.....
那么.....做抉择时就不会那么难.....
心也不会那么烦....
不会开心....也不会难过...
不会满足...也不会失望......
但如果是这样的话......人是为什么而活呢????
有时后...真的很矛盾......
就像被捆在冰山一样......

当然冰块也有融化的时候......
但目前能融化我的......只有三股力量.....
"孝, 恩, 情" .......
只有它们...才能让我重获自由.....
让我重新认识自己的脆弱与温柔......
给我永不腐朽的依靠......
因为是它们把我带到这世界.....
就让它们重新换醒我吧!!!!

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