人生道理......#8??
Wednesday, July 29, 2009.

听过做人不要太执着吗???
也许自己也听了无数次......
没错....
的确不需执着......
因为当我们握紧拳头......
一直坚持着自己的想法.....
同时不加理会别人的观点是.....
你就会发现....
自己到头来得到的一切.....
只是拳头那么大的东西......

相反的.....
如果自己放手.....
尝试接受别人的观念.....
接受别人的想法.....
接受别人的一切.....
同时....也接受环境的变化.....
那时.....
当你回首一望.....
原来....
自己已得到了世界......
放手吧......

这几天来.....
都觉得很累.....
无理头的头痛.....
body ache.......sorethroat.......flu......
不知道是不是患上了H1N1
希望不是啦...
听说本地已有四人因H1N1死亡了...
现在还有点担心自己会传染给别人....
我该如何呢?????

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潔....你在那儿????
Thursday, July 23, 2009.

晨五點鍾，鬧鐘還沒響，
電話就來了，鈴~~~鈴~~~~
我接起電話：「喂」 潔：「還不起床，上學要遲到啦！」
電話裡的女生，正是我交往7個多月又同班同學的女友–潔。
潔每次都會叫我起床，而我總是每次的開心。
我撒嬌的對她說：「唉唷，現在才五點而已，再讓我睡半個小時嘛！」
潔有點生氣的說：「隨便，遲到了，可別怪我沒叫你」
說完，就把電話掛了。
唉…又生氣了，有時候真想不理她，那種脾氣，誰受的了呀！
我對著電話空罵著，不過想一想，要不是有她的話，我也不會有零遲到的記錄呀！
當天晚上，我打電話給她。
潔：「有什麼事呀？大睡豬！」
我說：「怎麼啦？火氣那麼大！」
潔：「還敢說哦，每次都這樣，我校車都比你早耶，你怎麼比我還沒用呀！」
我：「好啦，好啦 ！下次不會了啦！別生氣了好嗎？」
潔：「下次下次，你有幾個下次呀？要不然你自己起床好不好，省得我浪費電話費。」
我聽了有點火大的說：「喂！夠了吧！不要太過分哦！不叫就不叫，了不起哦！」
潔：「好！這話是你說的，遲到了，可別怪到我頭上來，還有我和家人今晚要趕 夜車去北部吃喜酒，所以明天要請假，記得要幫我跟老師說哦！」
我有點後悔的問她說：「妳真的不叫我起床哦？」
潔結巴著說：「我...我只叫一次哦！」我們兩同時笑了。
我關心著說：「要小心哦！好了，我要睡了，記得明天要叫我起床哦！」
說完，很捨不得的掛上電話，期待著明天的到來，
關上燈，準備要睡覺了。
鈴~~~鈴，電話響了，可是看一看時間，才三點多耶！
接起電話︰「喂？說話呀?喂？」
怎麼沒回應，掛上電話後，又繼續睡了，可是怎麼一股不安的情緒湧上心頭呢？
不管了？睡吧！ 鈴~~~鈴，電話聲又響起，有點生氣的 接起電話︰「喂?」
潔：「起床了，該上...學了..」
咦？五點啦？可是潔的聲音怎麼好無力的感覺…可能是昨晚太累了吧！
我心裡這麼想。
潔：「別再睡了，要不然...我....我無法叫你了....上..上學要....小心車子啊！」
我說：「妳也要好好休息哦，明天也拜託妳啦！」
潔無力的說：「嗯…如果可以的話…」
什麼意思呀？總覺得有點不太對勁，再看一看手錶，五點２０了！
我說：「好了！就這樣了！好好休息哦！我快遲到了！」
潔哭著說：「對…不…起」 嘟－－ －我掛了電話，咦？潔好像說了什麼？算了?上學要緊！晚上再打給她！ 我一邊著急著起床，一邊心想，怎麼那麼晚叫我呀?該不會還在賭氣吧？
到了學校之後，我想到我要去幫潔請假，於是我就到導師室去找老師。
我說：「老師，我是來幫潔請假的！」 老帥苦著臉對我說：「潔...不用請假了！」
說完，老師哭了。
我突然有種不好的感覺，急著向老師問明白：「老師，怎麼哭了？為什麼不用請假了呢？」
老師：「潔…和家人出去時，被一台大卡車衝撞！而潔，在今早宣告死亡。」
不會吧！無法接受事實的我當場痛哭了起來，不顧周圍的人怎麼看我。
大聲的哭叫著：「她今早才打電話給我的，不可能！」
老師也哭著說：「我帶你去看她吧！」
到了醫院，進到太平間，冰冷的身體，殘酷的事實，就呈現在我眼前。
看著她手上還拿著手機，顯示著我家的電話，我崩潰了，完全無法接受這個事實。
我哭著對潔說︰「起床了，還睡，上學遲到了！」
我痛哭著跪了下來，一直喊，直到全身沒力氣為止…
回到家後，我抱疲憊的身體，躺在床上，己經沒有力氣的我， 再也完全哭不出來了，
隔天，鬧鐘響了，五點２０了，心裡想著… 可惡！潔怎麼沒叫我呢？
急著要起床的同時，我又哭了。
因為，潔再也不可能叫我起床了…




真正愛你的人 不會說很多愛你的話...卻會做很多愛你的事... 如果你身邊有這樣的人 請你好好珍惜這緣分...錯過了這次再也遇不到那麼好的人... 世界上最遙遠的距離不是生與死，而是我就站在你面前你卻不知道我愛你 世界上最遙遠的距離是明明知道彼此相愛卻不能在一起 世界上最遙遠的距離是明明無法抵擋這股想念卻還得故意裝作絲毫沒有把你放在心裡 这几句话好有感触哦！谢谢分享

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Sunday, July 19, 2009.

这一刻突然觉得好熟悉
像昨天今天同时在放映
我这句语气原来好像你
不就是我们爱过的证据

差一点骗了自己骗了你
爱与被爱不一定成正比
我知道被疼是一种运气
但我无法完全交出自己

努力为你改变却变
不了预留的伏现
以为在你身边那也算永远
仿佛还是昨天可是昨天已非常遥远
但闭上双眼我还看得见

可惜不是你陪我到最后
曾一起走却走失那路口
感谢那是你牵过我的手
还能感受那温柔

那一段我们曾心贴着心
我想我更有权力关心你
可能你已走进别人风景
多希望也有星光的投影

努力为你改变
却变不了预留的伏现
以为在你身边那也算永远
仿佛还是昨天可是昨天已非常遥远
但闭上双眼我还看得见

可惜不是你陪我到最后
曾一起走却走失那路口
感谢那是你牵过我的手
还能感受那温柔

可惜不是你陪我到最后
曾一起走却走失那路口
感谢那是你牵过我的手
还能感受那温柔

感谢那是你牵过我的手
还能温暖我胸口

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Random Pictures for these few weeks.....
Saturday, July 18, 2009.

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No more complains but to carry on~~~
Thursday, July 9, 2009.

its been nearly two weeks here.....
but still...i feel great being around with great ppl....
despite being far away from my hometown..and my parents....
the word great....indicates not onli those who are good in their results...
but their ability to talk so fluently in a language that i'm craving to learn and master for now....
sometimes i feel so small.....
everyday surrounding by ppl who has excellant results.....
11A1s, 12A1s, 13A1, 14A1s......
is driving me completely crazy now....
everybody is like studying all day l0ng....
with heads burying in those thick books....
i cant really imagine wat will i be in two years time.....
a book worm perhaps????
but for now....its really a nono!!!

my life now is like no more computer....
no more online games.....
no more chattting.....
no more chinese food...
no more expensive food.....
no more astro channel 311....314...703....413...412...411....301.....blah blah blah....
wow!!!! so different from wat i have before.....
but wat to do???
or rather should i ask....
wat can i do????

ok...let me list out some of my plans which i'm going to carried out for these few months ahead...
firstly....i will definately subcribe P1 WiMAX....which i 'm goin to find a few frenz to share the cost with me monthly.....so that i can solve my "online problem"..==...
secondly, i will check out the TV room often....which is located on the ground floor of my hostel block....to see that whether the astro is fixed or not......so that i wont be bored everyday....
thirdly, i'm going to study more often.....coz i feel so depressed after i toook my placement test last friday.....which proved to me that i'm not fit to be in INTEC......== coz everyone here is on a scholarship....which means everyone is super duper clever.....the main problem is ..I'm NOT!!! god....pls help me get through it.....

hmm....i guess...i need to stop for now.....
supposingly, there's class till four PM today....but dunno for wat reason....all classses are cancelled after 10.00...haha....i'm super happy today......
ok...thats all....i need to do some revision on form five work.....
as my brain rusted for half a year.....bleh.....+_+
STUDY TIME!!!!! chaoz!!!!

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Intec Orientation week...:)
Monday, July 6, 2009.

Finally…..it has all come to an end……
The first week of college life….
As we noe, the first week is usually the orientation week for all colleges
It is formally known as “Minggu Mesra Siswi” ( MMS) by our seniors in INTEC , UiTM….

28th of July, the day which marked the history of my life….
The first few days was a true hectic…
As we all forced ourselves out of bed at around 5 in the morning…
The clock keeps ticking while the activities to bond us up were going on….
From wat I saw…I think that our seniors did a marvelous job this year..!!!
Cheers !!!!!!
I saw leadership which amaze me….and made me thought about the days in school….
The way they lead is totally different from me ..leading the juniors those days in school….
It made me reflect on the way I lead….hahah….
I finally realize …..i’m not that as good as wat the school thought bout me….
I really need a lot of improvement!!!!

Besides that, I saw the strength of unity in them…..
Now only I realize the power of unity!!!
They proven to us that one Malaysia works somehow….hahaha…
Although it’s a tiring day….but everything pays off when we saw the programmes planned by them was all carried out successfully……
But most of all….. the most successful thing they did was to make us feel lonely no more…..
And I feel so “berat hati” when the MMS week ends…..
It all happened to fast……

I would like to share something which I learnt in these few days in school…..
1. Make problems to possibilities
2. Make attendance to engagement
3. Substitute prepare with motivate
4. Change average to excellent!!

Well….i oso felt very x10000000000000 happy when finally saw all my PKTR frenz there!!!
WOHOO!!!! hahaha…..imagine!! there were actually 10 PKTRians there!!!
There’s a placement test tomolo….
I’ve been away from books for so long!!!
I dunno how will I get through it….T.T……
AHHHH!!!!!! But then…..i din feel a thing till now…..
Wait till tomolo!!!! The feelings will come automatically……haha…
No more TVs !!!! but drama series I curi ambil from home….hehehheeh….shh…..
Dun tell anyone bout it…hehehehe….

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