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Tw0 weeks oF LiFe chAnGinG ExPeRieNcE...
Saturday, April 25, 2009.

Its been so hot recently….
I barely stand the heat when I toss and turn in my bed…
Everything seems to come back to normal After a two weeks of life changing experience…
In the first place, I’ve never thought of being chosen to attend this amazing camp..
Coz I feel that I did badly during my interview….
Surprisingly, abang farith told me that I actually answered the questions professionally and I gave them quite a good impression in the first place…
One thing I really feel bad about is that I din actually performed my best in this camp..
In my point of view, communication is the main problem…
I have no problem in communicating with ppl…
But I’m facing a giant when I was called to speak up in front of everyone using ENGLISH impromptuly….
I have no problem speaking and giving out ideas in mandarin….
but in english is really a tall order for me…
For the first few days I really feel that I’m very very small….
i’m no one there…
coz everyone chosen to participate in this camp really has their own abilities…
one of them is OUTSPOKEN!
And for sure…I’m not that kind of person…
So….during the first few days…
I kept a lot of ideas to myself…..
And I kept very quite….
and I dun even have the guts to stand in front to ask a question in english as I noe my English really sucks!!!
I really din participate much in asking all those VIP questions…..
And I noe by then…I disappointed many ppl …
Especially tengku, kak ainol and abang farith..
I’m sosososo sorry…
I noe I’m not wat u expected right??

I started to gain my confidence when I start to noe every single one of them…
Especially during the graduation night performance practice…
It is because I’m doing something that I really love and noe a lot about it..
Guess what is it??Yes ! Koreck! Its Singing!!!
I gained confidence in singing….
I gave all out for the performance…..
That’s one thing I have no regret about…
One thing I realize about myself…
I will not give any ideas on something ….
Or may be taking part in a discussion actively unless I really have the knowledge on that particular topic….
Because I dun want to be called “ tin tin kosong”….
I wish that every single word that came out from my mouth is something meaningful..
Something that a person will remember it for life…
And really help out the situation….
As for the camp….I really enjoyed myself vv much!!
This camp is known as PKTR…
Which is Program Kepimpinan Tun Razak…..
I heard that Yayasan Tun Razak spent more than RM 200,000.00 for this year's PKTR..
Before that...i din even bother to surf the net…
Looking for information bout this camp….

The first day which is the 5th of april.
We were told to assemble at the lobby of Majlis Sukan Negara …..
I still remember that I took a big bag there…..
I thought that I was the only person carrying such a big bag…
But to my surprise, even the guys are bringing along A FEW BAGS…..Haha….
then we had a day of ICE breaking sessions….
This is the most INTERESTING ice breaking session
I’ve never been through…
The first day itself impresses me……

The second day….
We were told to wear school uniform ..
Coz we are heading to PRINCE hotel to meet YM Tunku Tan Sri Dato Shahriman

and Y.Bhg. Tan Sri Michael Chen who were used to be very close to TUN RAZAK…..
We had a sumptuous lunch there…
We were treated like VIPs……
I started to feel pampered……
And at the same time..
I dun feel good either…coz I thought that…
The first two days itself we were treated so good….
How bout the rest of the days??
It will be vv terrible…..and scary…..for sure...
This is how I felt at the beginning….

Days passed by……
Filled with talks and forums…..
Where I ‘m not performing well….
coz we need to throw a lot of questions to the speaker ….
Among the interesting ppl I’ve met….
were Encik MDd Agil( CEO of INCEIF), Ms Chan Ai Cheng (general manager of S.K Brothers),Miss Nadiah ( she conducts her talk in a very unique way that I can remember it foreva), Y Bhg, Tan Sri Dato Seri Sanusi Junid, Y. Bhg. Tan Sri Arshad Ayub, Y Bhg. Tan Sri Lee Kim Yew( the Founder of The mines wonderland and palace of the golden horses), Encik Nasser Abu Bakar(General Manager of TM Bhd), Pn. Hamidah ( Head of Group Corporate Resources in CIMB),And of course Menteri Besar of Negeri Sembilan and Tun Razak’s wife – Tun Hjh. Rahah Tan Sri Haji Mohd Noah.

The most unexpected thing was……
We actually bersemuka dengan LEE CHONG WEI…
and he is staying in the same block with us…
And of course other players like KOO KIEN KIET….
We spent three days with the AYTRs which is Alumni Yayasan Tun Razak…
They designed a lot of moduls for us……
There’s a secretive meaning hidden behind each modul…
And I found out that all the moduls were vv interesting and unique in its own way….
And its very hard for me to forget every single one of it….
Especially the “ Gunung Berapi” session….
I cried for so sosososo long!!!!I oso notice one thing…
if I started to cry…I can hardly stop..haha….
I cant really describe much bout the moduls here because it is highly confidential (in my point of view)…haha…
We need to keep this secret so that our next generation can really benefit from the moduls design specially for them in the years to come….

Ok….back to the point….
There are two main functions held during this two weeks..
The first one is like “ The Apprentice”….
49 of us were separated into two groups…..
Each group was given the same task which is to entertain a group of orphans…
And each group was also given RM 500 for this project…
“ I dun care how you do it…..or how you guys gonna organize this thing…The main objective is to entertain a group of orphans …..ranged not more than 40of them……We are not going to help you find the orphans …..you go and get the contacts yourselves! Any questions??”
this was what abang sumi said to us….
Talking bout abang sumi….
he ‘s one of the great person I’ve ever met….
He can be very very serious , he can be very funny….
Sometimes he is also cute…haha…
Ok…..back here….
Afterthat….we separated ourselves into two groups….
After much discussion, we named ourselves “OHANA” …
If anyone happen to come across a show named “ Lilo and Stich”I ‘m sure that u all noe wats the meaning of OHANA right???
OHANA means family……
Of course….the group which use the less money and reaches the objective of the project wins…
So my group members cracked our heads to find orphanage and sponsors….
We were given the task on Tuesday( the third day) if I’m not mistaken…
while this function have to be carried out on Sunday….
And we have 6 days to get everything done….
Imagine that!!
We have our schedule packed every single day…
And yet…we need to curi time to discuss on this project…..
That’s y..nearly every night we have to stay back until nearly 1.00 to discuss on that…Sometimes….after 1 we cant go straight to bed…
We still need to wash our clothes…..
and dry it in the dryer..Haha…

Then , another breaking news for us on the next day which is the fourth day....
We need to prepare for the performance on the last night …
which is our graduation night..
All of us were so tensed up….finding solution for each problem….
Finally our first RED letter day comes…..
SUNDAY……
Everyone was excited bout it….
We took our orphans from AUGUSTIANS SHELTER….
Our group of orphans age ranges from primary to secondary…..
The elders was as old as me…..
At first we never thought of the age problem….
But at last , we manage to suit ourselves to the situation
by Changing our plans when necessary…
Everyone was very happy that day….
As for the other team…EUPHORIA..
They certainly did a great job too…
They did their function beside the lake….
while we did it in Memorial Tun Razak…
where we have our station games and talent time…
after this event, we were told to give a brief presentation on what we have done and how much we spent and what have we learnt…..
Knowing that we have to think out of the box this time…..
(as we were given a good scolding for giving a normal and boring presentation on the first time)We scratched our head again….
We were given one hour or so to get prepared….
At last our presentation include : dikir barat, replacing lyrics with our points, sajak and rapping..Isn’t that creative??
Let me show you our composed song…..
Sing to the tune of Belaian Jiwa…..

Augustians
tidak tersangka betapa besarnya,
pengaruh anda.
Kamu telah
Mengajar kami erti keluarga
Kasih dan cinta.

Kau tahu betapa ku sayang pada mu,
Kamu seolah adik-beradik kami, (oh….oh)
Perpisahan ini bukanlah akhirnya
Kamilah Ohana…

Kau tahu betapa ku sayang padamu,
Kamu seolah adik beradik kami, (oh..oh)
Dengan janji bertemu semula,
Mereke dan kita.

This is only part of it…..haha…..
Back to the result of this event,
Actually, EUphoRia beat us in every single aspect…
So they should be the one winning…..
but our performance came out quite good and creative ….
So they gave us a draw for this project…
Surprise???Actually we were quite surprise too….
U noe whats out award??
Its an expensive prize…..
All of us were paid to board a cruise ride in putrajaya which cost RM 30 per person…
We really enjoy ourselves very much….

Sometimes we really deserve a good scolding…
as They wanted us to think out of the box ….
And they really have vv high expectation from us….
But we simply let them down by doing something lame, normal and boring….
Such as presenting something on a piece of majong paper…
As such, we got an one hour of scolding from all the urusetia and facilitators at the first week..
It’s been a long time since I got scolded….
The sense of guilt is so strong ……
After that night….
we tried our best to give all out for every single thing we do…
We dun wan any scolding again….

After the big event on Sunday…
We went straight to kuala kubu for a camping…
We built our tent….
And went for a night walk in the forest…
Can u imagine u walk without using a torchlight in the forest?
U cant see anything!!!
Everyone juz slipped and fall…haha…
The next day was the most exciting day of the camp…
We went white water rafting…..
This was the first time I did that….
My raft even got a “raft cheer” haha..
It sounds like that….
“ paddle pop….wow!!!Paddle pop…yeah!!!Super duper yummy!!!”Haha……

After that, we went back to MSN (majlis sukan Negara)again….
Actually I thought I would slim down after attending this camp..
Coz every day we were told to attend two time of riadah…
One in the morning 6.45 and the other in the evening….
But eventually, I din lose any weight I guess….
Coz the food we ate during the second week was SUPER DUPER DELICIOUS>>.:)

On the (eleventh day) ,
We went straight to Negeri Sembilan for a homestay programme in Kampung LOnek…
We gain a lot from the homestay program…
Have u ever tap rubber trees??
Have u ever catch fish in the mud river beside the paddy field using barely your hands????
Have u ever made a flower yourself using rubber tree’s leaves???
Have u ever make kuih beramai ramai???
My mak angkat is a super chef!!
She cooks good food that I simply dint have a chance to taste it in ipoh….
Oh…I miss the food so much!!!!!

After all the kampong activities…..
We head on to PORT DICKSON!!!
Wohoo!!! at first we thought that we are going for NS training coz the place we stayed was juz beside the NS camp!!! Haha…
We spent two nights in Casa Rochaldo…..
And we went jungle trekking….

The preparations for OUR NIGHT gained momentum…
Everyone of us practice again and again….under the stars…..
This is the second time I saw so many brilliant stars shining brightly ahead…I
t reminds me of someone……
Before I forget…
the food in casa rochaldo is fantastic too!!!!

After practice and practice and rehearsal and rehearsal…
The second RED LETTER DAY came…
We head straight to the town of N9….
and visit a few places….
Then to the five star hotel --- The Royal Bintang of N9….
The moment we reach there,
we were given forty minutes or so to put our luggage bag..
I took this chance to iron my clothes..haha…
I would like to thank tracey who lended me her sweet baju kurung that night…
The performance was a blast!!!
We succeeded in doing an extraordinary performance that night…
We were told that our performance was totally different from all the previous years…
before that….
we were also told that we were the worst badge of PKTR….
Despite that, we din give up….
we know that it is juz a tactic to ignite our spirits….

To cut things short….
We did a great JOB on the last night….
The performance consist of singing, dancing, sajak, drama…..
We even compose our own theme song this year….

Our THEME SONG!!

Tangan menggengam perpaduan,
Hati beriktikad penyatuan,
Kaki melangkaui kemajuan,
Itulah amalan berkepimpinan.

Benih kepimpinanan disemaikan,
Kamilah pemimpin masa depan,
Menggapai wawasan,
Penjana pembangunan,
Pemacu kegemilangan.

PKTR wadah perdana bian kepimpinan,
Mara melangkah hadapan,
Menyingkap satu Malaysia,
Impian bersama,
Kamilah wacana pembangunan!!!

That’s y we are extraordinary….XP….
I uploaded loads of photos in friendster and facebook…
Feel free to enjoy it!!
Our kind hearted urusetia abang farith had done a noble job in editing the video of our performance for us too...

The most haterble day has yet to come…
The last day of PKTR…
Is filled with tears and sadness…..
After eating our breakfast together….
We went on separate paths…..
to a place where we once lived….
No one wanted to leave…..
But that’s the way it is….


We were strangers….
Starting out on a journey…
Never dreaming wat we have to go through..
Now here we are..
And I’m suddenly standing ..
At the beginning with you…

Ku tak tahu,
Apa yang kulalui,
Tak tersangka..hubungan bersama..
Kini ku girang…
Dengan impian nyata…
Sinilah mulanya….

And life Is a road that I wanna keep going,
Love is a river I wanna keep flowing,
Life is a road, now and foreva wonderful journey,
I’ll be there when the world stops turning,
I’ll be there when the storm is through,
In the end I wanna be standing
at the beginning with you.

Orang asing dalam pengembaraan,
Tak tersangka impian digapai,
Kini ku berdiri,
melangkah ke hadapan,
Sinilah mulanya….

And life Is a road that I wanna keep going,
Love is a river I wanna keep flowing,
Life is a road, now and foreva wonderful journey,
I’ll be there when the world stops turning,
I’ll be there when the storm is through,
In the end I wanna be standing
at the beginning with you.


I really gained a lot from this camp…
This is not an ordinary camp…..
But an amazing and fantastic program….
Which comprises of all leaders around the world to meet up…
And later become a one big family together…..
Our friendship will never die….
And we are proud that we are one of the Alumni Yayasan Tun Razak…
Hope to see you guys in next year PKTR….
the thing I treasured most bout this camp….
regardless the knowledge to become a better person in life and a successful leader…is FRIENDSHIP……
every single one of you affects my life…..
and mean a lot to me….
Remember our quotes???
“ Yes! I like it!!! “–with a finger pointing-
“ yes! I like you so strong!!”
“ koreck!!”
“I love your smile”
“Cool!”

Some little things I remembered bout all of you….
May (perlis) – a girl with courage and confidence within herself ….
Anis (perlis) – very good in communicating and talented!!!
Kelvin (kedah) - a talented guy…a guitarist….when I see you..i see julin…
Tan ( kedah) – first aid… kind hearted doctor….and I see 'wan theng'in you..haha..
Daren ( kedah) – diam diam ubi berisi….haha…and care about your hair all the time…And also
the right angle to take photo…haha…my brother!coz we both speaks mandarin
there!! haha..
Hanif (kedah) – our penghulu!!! Vv funny person! Make the atmosphere happy and joyous!!
Jo ( P.Pinang) – our penghuluwati!!! Very responsible….and good in dancing and singing..happy
girl!
Julin ( P.Pinang) – outspoken person…very talented…good in almost everything..i admire you…Ding ( P.pinang) – ding dong bell…very funny and talented guy….!!!!my partner in dessert
booth…Looks a bit like jay chao…
Yashini (ipoh) – we were meant to be together…so sory for danny…haha…
Vijey (sitiawan) – hmm…generous person……and outspoken oso.
Siti (KL) – humble and nice person….vv supportive….i like her…
Gary (KL) – kind hearted person….haha…gary the chimpanzee….haha….
Sin toun (KL) – our “Happy fruit” ….she makes everyone happy
Alya (KL) – seorang yang cute dan manis….
Maryam (KL) – I’ll remember you as an April baby…haha….
Panier (PJ) – panier, u have something in you that u din show to us…you’re talented…
Tarsha (PJ) – my sister…who has a super nice voice…be confident gal!! u can go far…I believe in
you..
Naja (Selangor) – although she doesn’t talk much but I noe she loves animae….and she sings well
too!
Bai (Selangor) – a very shy and humble person….:)
Jasmine (Melaka) – passionate…and has a beautiful body…
Stephanie ( Melaka) – COOL!!! I miss her riadah!!! I like her so strong!!
Hafiz (Melaka) – humble and nice man….don think that he is a quiet person..he talks a lot.!!
Asha (Melaka) - the HoTTIE!!! She sings superb well and dance superb well too…and she’s good
at talking…
Azim (N9) - you look like one of my fren in ipoh…haha..youre a funny guy too…haha
Nisshant ( N9) – our facebook creator and a person who can dance…
Bosco (N9) – a flirt who can flirt with anyone…..but he’s a gentleman..
Fatimah ( N9) – she can sing well ..she can even harmonise songs…
Nisha (N9) - choir girl!!
Adila (Pahang) – Motorola girl…..who looks alike with fatin…sungguh ayu..
Azrul (Pahang) – Good luck in your long distance relationship with your GF in Sarawak!!!
Saiful (Terengganu) – a talented singer!! Dun underestimate his power of singing..he is creative
His quote “cool!”
Fatin (Terengganu) - a PRETTY GIRL!!!!
Alicia (Terengganu) – my sista!! Verypretty oso…hehe….when I see her…I see GARY…
BOBO (Kelantan) – funny person…cute….coz of his size…he called everyone every single day
after the camp!! I wonder how much he spent??
Sue rin ( Kelantan) – sweet girl!!! And humble too!! Willing to give….and not thinking of return…Sakinah ( Kelantan) – she ‘s my girl!!! She’s so lovable!!!!
Danny ( sabah) – danny oh danny…he alwaz talks bout facts…btw…do u miss yashini??
Jaramier (sabah) – he is an emotional guy..he cries….but good for that..dun keep your feelings to
Yourself ...I’ll remember you..
Tracey (sabah) – you are generous man!!!!I like you so generous and nice!!!!
Rahim (sabah) – hope you’ll be a successful chef one day!!! All the best rahim!!
Ratna (sabah) – I love the way you give speeches!!! I admire you!! I love your slang…
Ryner (Sarawak) – choir conductor!!!hehe…
Hilda (Sarawak) – she is a Iban!! Her slang is nice and I love to her her speak!!hidup petani!!!Ikhwan (Sarawak) – he always teases me….but he is the one who is alwaz so cute and lovable..haha…he created all those quote like “ yes! Koreck!” “ I love you so strong!” etc…which make our minds connected….he is also the first one to
say my smile is so sweet haha....

Kim Fung ( Sarawak) - she is a baba & nyonya….she’s very pretty!!! And sweet too!! She’s my
twin .Everybody tend to mix up me and her..coz we have the same hair
style, same phone..even a same phone theme…and her english slang is a
bit different from us…..unique!

Ridhwan (Sarawak) - gentle guy….humble ….and quite quiet..hehe…
Candy (Sarawak) – she’s pretty!!! Everyone come chasing after her!! Haha…

GUYS!!! WE ARE A FAMILY…..nothing can separate us apart!!!
























































































































































































































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爱情哲理
Friday, April 3, 2009.



世上最凄绝的距离是两个人本来距离很远,互不相识,忽然有一天,他们相识,相爱,距离变得很近。然后有一天,不再相爱了,本来很近的两个人,变得很远,甚至比以前更远。

爱情使人忘记时间,时间也使人忘记爱情。

孤单不是与生俱来,而是由你爱上一个人的那一刻开始。

爱情也是一种发明,需要不断改良。只是,这种发明跟其他发明不样,
它没有专利权,随时会给人抢走。

暗恋最伟大的行为,是成全。你不爱我,但是我成全你。真正的暗恋,是一生的事业,不因他远离你而放弃。没有这种情操,不要轻言暗恋。

爱,从来就是一件千回百转的事。不曾被离弃,不曾受伤害,怎懂得爱人?爱,原来是一种经历,但愿人长久。

世上最遥远的距离,不是生与死的距离,不是天各一方,而是我就站在你面前,你却不知道我爱你。  我爱你……为了你的幸福,我愿意放弃一切---包括你。

失望,有时候也是一种幸福,因为有所期待所以才会失望。因为有爱,才会有期待,所以纵使失望,也是一种幸福,虽然这种幸福有点痛。

喜欢一个人,是不会有痛苦的。爱一个人,也许有绵长的痛苦,但他给我的快乐,也是世上最大的快乐。

两个人一起是为了快乐,分手是为了减轻痛苦.
凡事皆有代价,快乐的代价便是痛苦。
开始的时侯,我们就知道,总会有终结。

爱情还没有来到,日子是无忧无虑的;最痛苦的,也不过是测验和考试。当时觉得很大压力,后来回望,不过是多么的微小。

有些人注定是等待别人的,有些人是注定被人等的。

缘起缘灭,缘浓缘淡,不是我们能够控制的。我们能做到的,是在因缘际会的时侯好好的珍惜那短暂的时光。

曾经相遇,总胜过从未碰头。

为什么要那么痛苦地忘记一个人,时间自然会使你忘记。如果时间不可以让你忘记不应该记住的人,我们失去的岁月又有甚么意义?

我以为爱情可以克服一切,谁知道她有时毫无力量。我以为爱情可以填满人生遗憾,然而,制造更多遗憾的,却偏偏是爱情。阴晴圆缺,在一段爱情中不断重演。换一个人,都不会天色常蓝。

爱情要完结的时候自会完结,到时候,你不想画上句号也不行。

爱情,原来是含笑饮毒酒。
爱一个人很难,放弃自己心爱的人更难。
当爱情来临,当然也是快乐的。但是,这种快乐是要付出的,也要学习去接受失望、伤痛和离别.从此,人生不再纯粹。

我们也许可以同时爱两个人,又被两个人所爱。遗憾的是,我们只能跟其中一个厮守到老。
爱上一个人的时候,总会有点害怕,怕得到他;怕失掉他。

你曾经不被人所爱,你才会珍惜将来那个爱你的人。
不能见面的时候,他们互相思念。可是一旦能够见面,一旦再走在一起,他们又会互相折磨。

只想找一个在我失意时可以承受我的眼泪;在我快乐时,可以让我咬一口的肩膊。
如果我不爱你,我就不会思念你,我更不会痛苦。

别离,是为了重聚。
你的心就是我的海角和天涯,我不能去得更远。我们此生共赴天涯海角,不是游走半个地球,而是人间相伴。

爱情是风花雪月的事,失意的人是玩不起的。

爱情从希望开始,也由绝望结束。死心了,便是不再存在着任何我曾经对你有过的希望。
爱上了你,我才领略思念的滋味、分离的愁苦和妒忌的煎熬,还有那无休止的占有欲.为什么你的一举一动都让我心潮起伏?为什么我总害怕时光飞逝而无法与你终生厮守?

明知会失去自由,明知这是一生一世的合约,为了得到对方,为了令对方快乐,也甘愿作出承诺。恋爱旳一个追求不自由的过程,当你埋怨太不自由了的时候,就是你不爱他的时候。
感冒原本是一种很伤感的病。

追求和渴望,才有快乐,也有沮丧和失望。经过了沮丧和失望,我们才学会珍惜。你曾经不被人所爱,你才会珍惜将来那个爱你的人。

如果情感和岁月也能轻轻撕碎﹐扔到海中﹐那么﹐我愿意从此就在海底沉默...你的言语﹐我爱听﹐却不懂得﹐我的沉默﹐你愿见﹐却不明白..

爱情本来并不复杂,来来去去不过三个字,不是“我爱你”,“我恨你”,便是“算了吧”、“你好吗?”、“对不起”。

相爱却不能相恋,相恋却不相爱。

我也相信爱可以排除万难;只是,万难之后,又有万难。这是我更相信的。

爱情,是自身的圆满,我不再缺少些甚么了。
无法厮守终生的爱情﹐不过是人在长途旅程中﹐来去匆匆的转机站﹐无论停留多久﹐始终要离去坐另一班机。

离开之后,我想你不要忘记一件事:不要忘记想念我。想念我的时候,不要忘记我也在想念你。

爱情不是避难所,想进去避难的话,是会被赶出来的。

如果没法忘记他,就不要忘记好了。真正的忘记,是不需要努力的。

爱一个人,你是会自爱的。
承诺本来就是男人与女人的一场角力,有时皆大欢喜,大部份的情况却两败俱伤。

爱情不是避难所,想进去避难的话,是会被赶出来的。
最厉害的病毒,是爱和谎言

我们害怕岁月,却不知道活着是多么的可喜。我们认为生存已经没意思,许多人却正在生死之间挣扎。甚么时候,我们才肯为自己拥有的一切满怀感激?
忘掉岁月,忘掉痛苦,忘掉你的坏,我们永不永不说再见。


"那么一编文章.....其实还蛮有意思....只是.......有些事情说总比做容易...."

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IN @ NutsHeLL....
Wednesday, April 1, 2009.


today's the last day i work ....

suddenly i feel so "berat hati" nak tinggalkan tempat kerja saya..

but...天下无不散之宴席....

all the sweet memories with you all will definately linger in my mind...


especially for auntie A....

you meant a lot to me...

i will miss you a lot....you're alwaz the cheerful one there...

MAy GOD SHINE HIS LOVE ON YOU AND YOUR SON...

love you all a lot....

thanks for leaving footprints in my life....

这是我一直以来说那又单纯又真诚的朋友+同事.....

人生第一张cheque.....当然要拍下做留恋咯....hehe....



上个星期....一整个星期都在医院....

第一天就看见两个人去世了....

现在才知道当一位医生不简单....

当你选择了医生这条路....

就没有机会后悔了....

因为医生的生活真的很糟糕....

on call 时...必须连续31 个小时不能睡觉.....

到第二天下午才能回家休息....

有时甚至要在医院睡觉....

睡足几天呢.....

其实开始选择这条路是....

心里还很犹豫.....

因为我真的不喜欢医生的生活....

女医生的life更坎坷....

因为你随时随刻会孤独终老...

haha....我看下次还是要储蓄钱买间孤婆屋了....

不过...想会来....若一生中能做那么有意义的事情....

能救那么多人...

心里一定会很满足....很开心....

还是希望缘分快点到来...

我不要做老孤婆啊!!! haha...


在医院短短的五天...看见了许许多多平时很少见的东西...

看见生离死别....

看见新生命的诞生.....

体会了患有癌症病人的心情...

很想安慰他们...但无论多少的安慰..

也 祢补不了他们心灵的创伤....

希望他们能想得开......活得开心点.....

希望上帝保佑他们


future docs...:)



Group one..

woo....yesterday went for the JPA interview...
and i did something quite unexpected...
i feel so embaressed bout it....
and i dun wanna think of it any more....
hz..no matter wat..i still hope that i could get a scholarship
to further my studies overseas...
perhaps UK or Australia....
no way i'll go Russia or Indonesia for medicine..
but wat if the government really send me there?
should i accept or not...???
dilemma...
juz like wat robert frost said in his poem..
two roads diverge in the yellow road....
both looks equally attractive but...
sorry i could not travel both...
one thing i cant let go is my parents...
i'll sure miss them when i leave home..
dad told me...." wat if every night when i go to your room but i dun see you in the room??"
tears roll down ....
my heart melted when i heard that...
i love you dad and mom....
thanks for everything you've given me...
sorry for my disobedience....
forgive me....
after the interview....i went to see my JUNIORS..
coz its a red letter day for them...
not onli them...but for the whole AMC ex members and current members..
coz its the day of competition..!!
i noe that they trainned very hard...
GOD noes it...
thats y they deserve to win..
all the hard work paid off eventually...
thanks for the efford you girls put in...
you've made me so proud...you've made AMC choir proud!!!
GOOD JOB GIRLS!!!



whos that ghost behind? AHH!!!!! RUn!!!


JunioRs....ALL THE BEST YO YOU ALL!!!!
must make it to national level k??
YEA!! JOHAN AGAIN THIS YEAR!!!
WE ARE THE CHAMPION!!
WE KEEP ON FIGHTING TILL THE END..








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SHE

Crazy.Loving.Loud.Bossy.Boyish.Sporting.Adventurous

Claim herself to be street smart.Mysterious and Passionate.Loves exploring her limitations by trying out new things.Difficulties? NAH! one can never read from her appearance.time and sincerity is the key. may look joyous but secure a fragile heart.*smackface*


her life

studying
Music
Sing
EAT
Sleep
Drama marathon!
Listening rather than talking
shopping
pretend to be clever *wink*

What she thinks?

Do a bunch of crazy and random things before she dies cuzzzzz there's just ONE LIFE to live!
despite every emo posts, she survives. guess this is the only place where she can face all her obstacles in life by putting them all in words.

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