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first two days....in Beijing....
Tuesday, January 27, 2009.

my eyes....is so hot!!!!
my face is so dry!!!!
my hands are so cold!!!
my teeth are trembling!!!!]
haha....coz i'm in beijing now celebrating chinese new year with my relatives....

the historical monuments here are so ....historical......haha...
i juz have a feeling that i went bac to the pass ....
hm.....wat was it like if i were a king????
or may be the queen????
am i a good one????
sure i am!!! haha.....xp

one thing i discover bout beijing is that not all the ppl here have good manner....
in the way that they are not helpful at all....
i discover this when i went to " my city" .....
so i went to the toilet....
the door there was "unlockable"....
i juz ask the person behind me to help me hold the door....
surprisingly.....she said " u don need it....."
i was so MAD that time.....
so this is beijing ppl's true colour....
i even saw one women spitting on a marble floor ....
i should highlight this...its a marble floor!!!!
then she used her shoes to step on it......
oh gosh!!!!!! juz cant believe it!!!!
so uncivilise man!!!
but of course there are still ppl who have good manners.....

the toilets here are super duper smelly.....
some even don have doors!!!
the flushing systems are not working ...
not to mention the disfunctoning of the door....
hz....hope that the next few days i will be able to visit a cleaner toilet....haha...

but frankly...there are lots of amazing things yet to be discover!!!

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不一样的新年.....$$$$
Saturday, January 24, 2009.

新年快到咯!!!! 应该大家都开开心心的吧.....haha...
今年我特别珍惜新年....
因为今年的新年对我来说比往年的很不一样.....
因为往年的一过完新年....
我们就可重返学校与同学谈笑风声.....
说说新年的趣事.....谈谈红包....谈谈亲朋好友....
但今年的我又不能去拜年....又没有机会见朋友了...
心里好难受.....
有几个好友还即将会在新年时和新年后去升学.....
argh!!!!!!你要我如何在这么短的时间内接受这一大堆的残酷事实呢???
我承受不了了!!!!
他们的离去让我觉得我不曾珍惜他们.....
不曾给过最好的他们......
好内疚.....对不起.....
但我很想让你们知道你们将会是我一生中最好最好的朋友.....
我会很想你们的.......
再次祝你们身体健康, 学业进步, 天天开心......
也想在此向你们说声对不起......
请原谅我奇怪的性格....
原谅我曾经伤害你们 (如果有啦...)
原谅我一切的过错.....
你的原谅是我最大的安慰......
祝你们身心愉快:)

昨天有一个好久没见的朋友载我去吃午餐....
hz...早就已对他说不要去到那么远吃啦.....
结果就迟到了.....
我心里真的好难受....
因为毕竟这都是我第一份工作....
"迟到" 根本没有存在的余地......
所以我真的难受得不得了......
一直责怪自己的"迟到"!!!!!
结果我决定向我的boss 认错...
幸好boss说没关系哦.....
还开玩笑的对我说...erm....下个月扣人工啊???
haha....
虽然如此我还是无法原谅自己的过错.....
责怪自己很久很久......
phew.......
可能我讨厌别人迟到吧.....所以我也很少会迟到.....
但算了吧.....
就当着是一场教训......对不起...我不敢再犯错了....T.T.....

我看要等很久很久我才能再次update这个blog 咯.....
到那时我的好友已离开.....
不知我会是以怎么样的心情写的呢????

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mY SupEr BoSS....
Wednesday, January 21, 2009.

wohoho......my boss is AWESOME!!!!
the way she settle things and the way she talks really impress me a lot...
her leadership qualities are that spectacular.....
we had a meeting today since every wednesday we will have one...
so we had to settle a lot of things.....
one of it is bout the relationtionship within us (the teachers)
my boss tried to make everythings clear so that no more misunderstandings will occur...
hwow! the way my boss explain things and the way she settle things is juz fantastic..
now onli i noe that working can learn leadership qualities too....
its the same in wateva societies we join....
misunderstandings and quarrels will arise as different ppl will have different point of views...
the thing is that how are we going to settle those problems without hurting each others feelings so much....

besides, i've learn something new today....
its about neighbours.....
one may ask...." who is my neighbour?"
the one who is asking this questions definately needs help from others....
but actually all the ppl around u are your neighbours.....
a neighbour is the one who alwayz equip themselves and ready to help others when needed..
it doesnt really matter he or she stays near you or stays far from you...
as long as they are there for you when u need them....they are good neighbours...

which one of the following will u ask???
" who will help me? " or " who needs my help?"
ppl seldom choose the second question....
as most of us tend to complain and become panic when we encounter problems....
so...we will ask.." who can help me???"
as for me.....i will try my best to ask the second one....
and i'll start it from today.....!!!!!!

one more thing.....there's a question i would like to dedicate to A and B....
" are we going stay where we are...blaming each others for their fault? or continue to move on....progressing and working together with united hearts????"
pls.....A and B....come on!!! we are a team!!! so work like a team!! ok?????
together we do the best for the childrens!!! stop wat u are doing right now and take a new start after the CNY holidays...i noe u all can do it!!

hm....i'll be getting my salary tomolo!!! yippy!!!
although i don expect much but its kinda happy when all your hardwork is rewarded....
haha....;)
hope everything will be juz fine tomorrow.....
i wish i could have a plain sailing....^-^
add oil pig!

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@ll the besT guYs!!!
Tuesday, January 20, 2009.

phew....its another tiring day for me.....
damn tiring....
coz A and B is starting to hand on their responsibilities to me....
but somehow....i feel that i'm not used to it yet....
telling stories...and making fun of ourselves is not my type...haha...
but i'll try to get use to it sooner or later...

hm....today i wanna be a bit special....i'll type it in english..
coz i'm really lazy today.....
so i woke up today as usual.....wash my hair....
and the fragrance of the shampoo kinda woke me up...and refreshed me....
guess i'm gonna start the day well coz today i'm gonna meet my group 1 children again...
yippy!!! i love them so much!!
one of them is G...he is so handsome and cute..haha..
he even hugged me and called my name today.....
i'm so happy that he can remember my name....haha...
okay....continue with my story here....
today A and B had a quarrel again....
sometimes i;m really confused....
so i'll juz keep quite and try to keep myself out of the situation....
i don wanna get caught up in those kind of "discussion"
luckily my boss is there to control the situation...
B seems so raise her voice everytime...
so the whole house is like going to fall into pieces....
out of the blue, my dad reached and i had to go home....
therefore i praise god that he gave me a chance to escape from those trouble that i don really wana get into....

yea...talking bout story telling.....
the story is bout chinese new year....
everyone is happy.....ang pau's everywhere....mandarin oranges....
biscuits....even everyone is talking bout chinese new year...

for me....this year's chinese new year can be the most unforgetful one...
i doubted my feelings when i say i'm hapy....
firstly, i could not get to pay visit to my relative's house and get angpaus.....
secondly, i cant have a reunion with my frenz during chinese new year and i will not be seeing them for at least a year or so....probably next year onli stand a chance to meet them....
thirdly, i will get lesser angpaus compare to last year....T.T...haha

i really feel bad today when i got to noe that my frenz are going to have a farewell party for a few frenz of mine during CNY.....and i cant attend it!!!
ish!!!! its my last time to see them!!!!but i don have a choice....
i'm so sorry.....sorry sorry......

hereby i would like to wish S, P, E, N, and M all the best in your future!!! and alwayz take good care of yourselves when you are no longer staying with your parents....take good care of your health too....and study hard....don waste your parents money oh.......i'll pray for you all.......hope to see u all soon....and i really mean it.....don say next year...even now i'm starting to miss u all...luv u all so much!!!!! ALL THE BEST GUYS!!!! keep in touch ..

and for M, i think thats the last outing for both of us....i'll remember that 17 of jan 2009 is our last dating.....i really treasure the moments with you...and thanks for your B'day present.....haha....although its not long lasting but its the most heart filling meal i've ever had.....love you a lot....i mean not M, i mean i love " the yellow thing" - tweety birdie a lot...haha....miss ya birdie....i'm gonna miss your smile:)

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T@gGed.....
Sunday, January 18, 2009.

sorry for answering so late...hehe....ok...i'm tagged......thanks to miss blur........so i was forced to answer these questionz ....haha....


幸福套餐:第一:被点名者请在自己的部落格里写下答案。第二:请传另外十位的人。=)第三:传阅人‘请在于这十位当中的留言版’告知他(她)被点名了。第四:这当中的十位的人‘不得拒绝’。第五:被点名者‘请注明被谁点了’在哪接到‘在传给下十位’第六:‘这些被点名者’你们被点会得到祝福‘并且愿望会实现’也会得到幸福^^幸福套餐

No:1 ♥
1. 你的绰号:purple green, ching ji lee, JC, ji ,肥婆..
2. 年龄:十七岁,即将十八岁
3. 生日:11/02/91
4. 星座:aquarius
5. 兴趣:singing, watching movies, day dreaming, dancing may be but i donno how to dance...T.T 6. 专长:
E@T!!!!

幸福套餐 No。2
1. 你有没有喜欢的人:yea...
2. 是否有交往:没有
3. 现在幸福吗:may be.....
4. 如果上天给你勇气,最想做什么事:be a CEO of a company or may be sleeping alone in the
forest???
5. 如果有天,你爱的人跟你表白的话:i'll fly.....


幸福套餐No。3 ♥
1. 点你的人是: xie li
2. 他(她)是你的:friend
3. 他(她)的个性:fair, pretty, blur
4. 认识他(她)多久:around 5 yrs
5. 你觉得他(她)怎样: great!
6. 你相对他(她)说什么:stay happy alwayz and have a bright future!!!!! all the best in
everything.....pray hard for u:)

幸福套餐No。4 ♥
1. 最爱的节目:AOD, one million star
2. 最爱的音乐:as long as it is nice
3. 最爱的季节: autumn
4. 最爱的卡通:Tom and Jerry...first version of power rangers....
5. 最爱的人:family, red devil, and frenz....
6. 最爱的颜色:erm....light blue, pink, purple, silver, black, maroon


幸福套餐 No。5 ♥
1. 如果上天给你三个愿望: healthy, happy, be a wise and respectful person
2. 你是很专一的人吗:of course
3. 最深刻的记忆:don tell u....xp
4. 你是个很有信心的人吗: sometimes....
5. 你很爱微笑吗:yea...of course
6. 如果你要放弃你现在的生活,你愿意吗:wat??? no !!
7. 妄想什么样的生活:幸福。轻松。没有烦恼.....and happy..:)
8. 是否横刀夺爱才是爱:no way! i rather give up then....if he loves me he'll be mine anyway...so wat for???

*guess i've answer all .....phew.....haha....lazy to tag other ppl ar...haha....Xp

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珍惜


风声....雨声.....读书声.....声声入耳......
阴天...雨天.....舒服天......天天开心......
haha.....好久没接触名句精华loo....
有点不自在tim......

hmm....今天下雨.....
感觉很舒爽....我很喜欢阴天..或是下雨天....
因为它能让我觉得很舒服.....
很清爽....好像把时间都放慢了下来....
雨天让我清醒.....也让我觉得很想睡觉.....
hehe....aiya...我每天都很爱睡的啦......
但是一旦睡了午觉后....一起身的心情一定是不好的....
因为自然会想起很多伤感的事情....
所以知道这个奇怪的习惯后....
就决定 让自己忙个不可开交....
做什么呢??? 看电视节目咯!!!!
haha!!!!

如果还是没效果的话....就去约会咯.....
跟谁呢??? shh.....秘密.....
他能让我好好地发泄我里的一切不满....一切的不愉快......
他永远在我孤单时陪伴我.......
他也能随着我的心情给予适量的安慰.....
我们之间的沟通方式很特别....
言语是不存在的.....我是用手指对他说话....
奇怪吧....
对...我们就是如此...
他真的很棒!!!!!真的超爱他!!!!
尤其是在下雨天tim....
我所谓的他....就是"我的" 钢琴咯.........
下雨天时.....不论你有多不满.....
只要遇见他...你的烦恼就能抛到九霄云外了耶......
不满意时....越弹越大声.....好的就是下雨声音遮盖了我的钢琴声....
所以要弹多大声就弹多大声.....
好满足.....
悲伤时....弹揍自己喜欢的歌曲......
给自己一个安慰.....
还是不错的选择.....

一个人在家.....没兄弟姐妹.....
要么就是看电视.....要么就是做家务......
想找人倾诉的机会也没人给.....
有时真的很不喜欢别人问.....
你有多少个兄弟姐妹呢????
这个问题不知多少人问过我了....
我也答到厌倦了.....
因为每次他们都会以同样的方式回答我.....
" 哇......独生女啊??? 那么爸妈一定把你疼到你"烧焦"咯......."
不然就是" 哇....那么你要什么爸妈就给你什么咯!!!! "
这些是什么问题????什么回复????
他们让我觉得我是个霸道, 被人宠坏的女孩.....
要什么就有什么......讲一声就能得到我要的东西.....
拜托....我不是"大小姐" 啊!!!!!!
拜托你们不要再这样回答我可以吗????
你们知道一个人在家对着四面墙的痛苦吗?????
你们知道孤单的滋味吗???? 你们不知道.!!!!!
所以拥有兄弟姐妹的朋友们....
不论你跟你的兄弟或是姐妹有发生什么争吵......
拜托....忍一时风平浪静......退一步海阔天空
血浓于水嘛...何必为了少少事而吵呢????
多一个人疼爱自己是幸福.....
好渴望有多一个人疼爱自己哦.....
有的朋友竟然对我说他讨厌自己的弟弟....因为他们很烦....
但是你有没有想过....有些人想给人烦下的机会也没有呢????
朋友...好好地珍惜自己的兄弟姐妹.......珍惜上天赐给你们的宝...
不是每个人都有这个福份得到.....
我就是那个没福份的人......

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我的船沉了吗????
Thursday, January 15, 2009.

我扪心自问....
我认认真真的准备.....
认认真真的把我所学的毫无保留的教你们.....
换回来的竟然是大家的不认同......
我承认我不是最好的.....
不是什么国手....州手....
但一个人的成败就真的以这些虚荣的名誉来决定的吗???
每一堂课我都经过精心策划....为你们量身订作.....
你们真的一点也感受不到我对你们的认真...对你们的用心吗????

也许我就是这样......
我做任何事情都很认真....很严肃....
因为只有这样才能事半功倍.....
这就是我个人的立场....
你们认为我教得太严了.....
但我想问你们.....你们所谓的严是和解呢?????
要你们复习所有考试要考的东西是严......
让你们休息讲话的时间短叫严.....
还是准时上课叫严......
或是跟你们说少笑话就叫做严呢????
究竟你们所谓的严是什么呢??????
为什么你们就是不告诉我????
让我自己摸索.....自己寻找????

听回来的.....
不是从你们口中......
而是从别人的口中呢???
我需要的是坦白.....
我需要答案.....
我需要你们的回应......
我不要一传十十传百的谣言.....
我更不要阿谀奉承的谎言.....
从一开始不就告诉了你们有什么不合你们的就可大胆的说出来吗??????
为什么要这样来伤我的心.....???

今天从别人口中听了的那番话.....
我心有那么酸...你们知道吗???
你们一点都不明白那种心疼.....那种一针见血的痛.....
你们说这样就叫严.....
那么如果你在学校看见的我不就严十百倍吗????
算了吧....
不论你们如何不认同我的办事方式....
我的路一样要走下去.....
我依然是我.....
我依然会照着我的方式行事.....
我的认真.....你们可能会觉得是严肃.....
但我的认真可能会成为你们成功的绊脚石.....
信不信由你们.....
若你们还是质疑我的认真.....
那我们合作也没意思了.....
早点让我知道吧....
早点来个了段也未偿是件好事.....

创业难....守成难...知难不难.....
但我的船已开始破洞了.....
会沉与否还是未知数......
希望他们能给予我信任, 认真, 坦白, 虚心....
好让我的船能继续在汪洋大海中与大浪拼搏....
继续我的海洋探险记........

我很想流泪....
但心泪只能往心留....
伤了的心应如何复原....
伤口几时才能不再留血呢????

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奇怪的黑暗????
Tuesday, January 13, 2009.

一起床....感觉还蛮好的......
今天跟大姨一起吃早餐......
大人的gosip gosip....讲来讲去都是那几样......
不是老板与同事的是非...就是时事.....
吃完早餐....就上班咯....
hz.....今天这一班给我的感觉很糟糕.....
不知应如何形容他们......
早班那班呢一些就很固执.....
他们的语言及词汇有限.....
当做到自己不耐烦的东西时就会闹别妞....
真令人头痛....
下午班的则很不听话,其实我知道不是他们想的.....
但有的也蛮聪明啦.....
可爱得来又玩皮......
"M", "U", "G" 他们可以读成CUP.....
因为他们是靠认图画来读的...haha.....
结果就搞到我团团转......
今天实在太累了.....
要我跑来跑去......追小孩.....
今天还给B 很婉转地讽刺了一下.....
不知该说我多心还是怎样啊.....hz....
总之今天回家时......心情不是很好.....
moody......@_@
希望明天会更好啦.....

还好今天我的朋友来带我出去吃午餐.....
不然我将会在那儿继续不愉快的心情咯....
果然出去后的心情开朗多了.......
可以再"开战" 咯!!!!
真的好谢谢他们!!!!
讲到这儿真的很荣幸有你们这样的好朋友.....
不但包载包送.......还包吃呢!!!!
这样的朋友那里找呢?????

hmm....今晚我很搀嘴
原本打算每天8点刷牙后就可以避免自己吃东西....
但今天还是忍不住了!!!!
结果还是吃了两块苹果和一块面包......
真失望!!!!好没有用哦!!!

今天有个新发现.....
原来我还是很怕黑的.....
hehe....睡觉时关完灯我都不怕....
但不知道为什么今天忽然看见黑漆漆的房间有种莫名其妙的恐惧感......
奇怪nya......

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伟大的母亲
Monday, January 12, 2009.

今天有很多小孩子到来上课咯!!!!
遇见他们...我很开心.....
看见一个又一个的"特别"小孩....心里有些复杂.....
有时很可怜他们....觉得他们不应该得到这种对待....
上天实在太残忍了......
不过....他们都挺可爱的....
有一个还不断地对我笑.....
看见他们的母亲的那份耐心, 关怀, 爱心, 容忍, 宽恕....
我对他们有着万二分的钦佩....
不论孩子有多不幸, 有多不听话, 有多不耐烦地继续课程.....
他们都陪伴在孩子们的身旁.....
耐心地指导......不断地为他们加油打气...
有时那些小孩实在太不专心了...
结果就惹妈妈生气咯.......hehe.....
有些妈妈则以严厉的方式教导孩子.....
当孩子一答错了....她就指责他......
可能这样会使她的孩子进步吧.......
不过有时未免太过火了吧.....
hz...不知道啊.....

今天B 和"波士" 闹得天翻地覆.....
站在一旁的我...都不知怎么办好.....
就当没听见咯......但怎么能装听不见呢????那么大声......
还闹到B 哭了呢.....
希望明天他会没事吧......不然明天就麻烦了......
头痛头痛!!!!!!!!

爸爸又忙到忘了载我回家......
ish!!!! 好希望我能拥有一辆小轿车.....不用再麻烦他们老人家啦.....
erm.....其实如果有"司机"愿意免费载送也蛮不错嘛....haha....
erm....有谁愿意载这为美女回家呢???haha....
给你载是你的荣幸咯!!!!haha......

明天终于有人约我吃午餐!!!
ye!!!!不用再挨面包咯!!!!!!wohoo!!!!!us!!!!!
希望你找到我咯!!!!!hehe:)

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虚假的世界....
Thursday, January 8, 2009.

解脱???
如何解??? 如何脱?????
为什么我们对待别人不能用真诚的心呢?
在这社会里真的只有利益......虚假.....阴谋.....吗????
为什么不能有真诚.....纯洁的友谊呢?
在背后说别人的不好....别人的不是...真的有那么爽吗???
第一天上班...很多人都对我很好......
我就对自己说.....hmm.....这里的人也蛮不错嘛.....
怎知.....原来他们不那么简单.....
由于我是新人.......
那儿的人都好像要拉拢我去他们那儿.....
我开头还人为她们是真正对我好的.......
直到"波士" 单独对我说....原来那儿有两派人的......
A 派的auntie vs B 派的auntie......
嗨.......A 对我来说好像慈母一样.....
B 呢..就对我很friendly......
但这一切一切......都是虚幻!!!!!!! 都是假的吗??????
对于我的"波士" 来说是.......
她又用另一套话来对我说......" 她们这样对待我是有阴谋的....."
那我应该相信谁呢?????
为什么这世界就不能有真诚的对待......真诚的友谊呢?????
为什么要如此虚假??????没天理!!!! 为什么??????
我曾经那么信任她们.....那么相信他们的真心.....
现在你告诉我全都是假的?????
你们在玩我吗?????
我应该相信谁???? 谁值得我相信???????
我听了那番话....觉得恐怖....
原来现实社会是如此勾心斗角....如此黑暗.....
对你好的人分分钟在你背后插你一刀......
就好比今天....
原本是B 先向我讲解一些不应该告诉我的事情....
过后给"波士" 听见了.....于是她就告诉B 不要先告诉我因为时机未成熟...
okay...fine.....那就算咯.....
我就转回头....
几分钟后.....
她又再次向我解释.....
这时候我不明白她说什么边随口问了一下....
结果又给"波士"发现我们又再谈论这话题......
接着....B 就向"波士" 说是我先问的......
这些是什么人??????
我很乱啊!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
但我还是要忍......
i wanna be neutral......我要做无派人!!!!!!
我就是我!!!!每人能拉拢我!!!!!....
i'm not A i'm not B but I AM LEE JI CHING.....ph 7......


phew....今天好累哦.....千万不要看小"割东西"这份工作......
它能让你头昏脑章......腰骨酸痛.....近视加深.....
做这些东西搞了我整天......

今天我吃了两个包当午餐......
南乳包和豆沙包......
hmmm.....包会比云吞面少calories吗???
和星期一一样.......吃少少.....
安慰自己..."你吃饱咯!!!!":)

今天也来了两个姐姐....
我想他们也是无门无派的吧......
因为她们都看起来很能干哦!!!!
很高兴认识你们.......希望我们之间能拥有真正的友谊.....

好希望这世界都是好人哦......
希望"波士" 说的都是她的猜测啦........
希望A and B 会和好如初......
祝福你们!!!!!!!!
加油紫菁!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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傻呼呼....@_@ v....
Wednesday, January 7, 2009.

回想起美好的回忆能让我们开心吗???
对我而言....它只能让我更伤心....更难过....
美好的回忆.....
那还只不过是回忆......
如今再也无法重温那时的开心....那时的兴奋....那时的感动....
所以我们要好好地珍惜现在....
感谢上帝赐给你的一切一切.....
因为可能过了这一秒你会失去自己最宝贵的东西......
很多人都认为....只在乎曾经拥有.....
但是当你拥有过...你就会很想再要尝试你曾经的开心.....
而搞到自己难过...
那么我很想知道没有开心的回忆会过得更好吗?

今天突然有种感觉.....
不想再回望过去了.....
没有了就是没有了.....
不如想想如何每天都过得平平无奇...不要太开心...也不要太伤心....
haha....拿不很好么???
好??? 那有好呢???
那么我的生活不就一点也不精彩吗???
傻女孩....傻孩子.....
终之今天我很傻啦!!!!!
hey!!!快醒来咯!!!!!!!
笨笨蛋!!!!!stupid egg???

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BOOM?
Tuesday, January 6, 2009.

aquarius~ jupiter is in your sign today, things are going to be easier........

"oh really???so i'm gonna start my day with a BOOM!!!!" i thought within myself.....
于是就开开心心的上班去咯!!!!!
一上班就给那个auntie 指指点点.....每次都敲我的头.....
ish!!!!不过...她是个好善良的auntie.....
她知道我病了...无时无刻都提醒我吃药....
今天问了我十次都有呢!!!!!
结果我竟然害了她!!!!
好对不起哦auntie....搞到你也生病了.....我好过意不去......
sorry..sorry...sorry.......
记得要看医生哦!!!!!


今天还算顺利啦......
"波士" 与我们一同工作.....
几乎每个人都耐不住她的斤斤计较......她的啰唆...她苛刻的态度....
虽然如此...我觉得我们做任何工作就应该拥有这种态度.....
不应该马虎.....
还记得我在学校是也是一样要求尽善尽美...
但是往往不被朋友们认同我做事的方法....
尤其是今年坐在我隔壁的那只tweety.....
跟得你多....做事就马马虎虎了啦!!!!
只要求快....不要求准......
urgh!!!!我要快快忘掉这行为才行呢!!!!!
今天的午餐......
她们吃jawa mee....
我就吃今早"打包" 的"猪肠粉"....
可能放在microwave 太久了....一打开那个盖.....
哇!!!!! 我的粉直冒白烟.....
好像要爆炸是的......aiyo.....又是一个不爽的午餐......:(


刚刚妈妈还说..."明天午餐就吃那个麦面包啦.......
erm...再加上一杯牛奶似的饮料....应该饱吧......"
ooooo!!!!天啊! 我不要牛奶了!!!!!no milk for lunch pls!!!!!!!!.T.T



今天收到短讯说他要来带我出去吃饭真开心......
不过时间过了....又不知道我在那里工作......
那么原本可以开开心心在外解决的一顿午餐就"泡汤" 了......T.T

放工回到家...大约5.15分.....Phew....好累哦......
但是还不能休息....还得煮饭.....烫衣....装水.....才能去冲凉......
洗澡后就立刻躺下睡个饱....但也只不过是那区区45 分钟.....
好过没睡咯.......

conclusion: sorry ah auntie......弄到你那么辛苦....我很内疚er.......希望你快快痊愈哦!!!! 祝你身体健康...amen.....





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其中一个第一次......
Monday, January 5, 2009.

人生有无数的"第一次"
第一次说话, 第一次唱歌, 第一次上学, 第一次牵手, 第一次哭泣.....
我今天说的第一次是我人生第一次工作...
可能对其他人来说...17岁才做工啊?? 我12岁就做了....
那有什么了不起呢???
对!!! 没什么了不起....
第一天上班
感觉有点兴奋, 同时也有点不习惯...
娇生惯养了一个月....如今要爬起身做工....真讨厌!!!
我恨不得睡到日出三更.....艳阳高照....
让那温温的阳光抚摸我起床....
但这些只能成为凭空想象与杜撰的事情...
今天还没有学生上课....
所以只能做一些paper work 咯....
但paper work 归paper work...一点也不能掉以轻心..
我自认是个效率快的人...但我也很清楚自己不是一个仔细, 细心的人...
爸爸昨晚才提醒我....
一个人的失败...往往是因为那些我们不理会的小错误造成的....
今天我太不像样了...
脑海里一直告诉自己做东西一定要快! 快! 快! 要有效率!!!不要被人看扁...
疏忽的我...既然看见了小瑕疵睁一只眼关一只眼....
认为..aiya...没人会在意的啦!
结果好的不灵, 坏的灵......还要给"波士" 看见....被她纠正了几句.....
我还能怪谁呢????
只能怨自己不好....太高估自己了!!!
我太有自信了....很久没被人骂....
因为自从上了中学....加入学长团后....我一直不允许自己犯上任何的错误...
因此我每天提心吊胆.....担心这个....担心那个......
绝不让自己犯错....因为我害怕被骂...被责怪的滋味....
我讨厌被骂!!!!!!!!!!!!
因此我很努力地把每一件事情做得尽善尽美.....
不知几时我把这习惯改了.....
可能我觉得太厌倦了....太辛苦了......
不想再要求完美......
如今的教训把我弄醒.....
但我还不知应不应该继续要求完美.......
因为要完美实在太辛苦了......
今天被训的事情......心里好难受......
因为我知道自己能做到更好....但为什么我不去做呢????
我不能原谅自己的错误! 好讨厌自己!!!!!!!!!!
但我了解"心有多大, 舞台就有多大" 的道理.....
我要接受!!!但很希望有人能给我点力量....让我继续奋斗下去....
我要拥有自己宽阔无边的舞台!!!!!!!!!
第一天上班......认识了几位auntie.....
其中一位是down syndrome的....
与她聊天的我感到无比的敬佩.....
敬佩她的真诚, 敬佩她的爱心, 敬佩她的简单, 敬佩她的天真....
简单的她.....带着纯真的心面对残酷的世界.....
但这弱肉强食的世界对她来说是温馨, 美满的....
她对家人的爱...比天高比海深.....
她简单的思想胜过无数的高层人物....胜过无数的有钱人.....
因为简单就是快乐.....
认真的做好每一件事......简单也变的不简单....
即使再平凡的她也变得不平凡.....
今天带着生病的状态上班....好失礼哦....
整天在那而咳嗽.....好想把整个喉隆都切除呢!!!
幸好小同学还未上学....要不然传染到他们时就糟糕了.....
喉隆疼啊!!!!!!!!!
我的身体可以振作点吗?????快快好起来啦!!!!!
今天的午餐真不精彩....
眼白白的望着别人香喷喷的菜肴.....饭香又扑鼻而来......
硬吭着一块面包的我.....只好说些安慰自己的话......
"减肥嘛....要减肥就要这样的咯....."
吃了块面包在食下一个egg tart.....和一杯营养饮料后...
一直安慰自己说..."你饱 了!!!!"
其实下午喝牛奶般的饮料令我觉得很想吐呢!!!!!
无可奈何....我走出了厨房..
好疲倦哦.....我不想再咳嗽了!!!!
声音也变了的我....领悟了许多.........
好不容易的第一次.......

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心泪...
Sunday, January 4, 2009.

不知这几天的心情是怎么搞的.....
也许是寂寞吧.....
当一个人真正的孤单时.....
想的东西特别多.....
很容易掉入悲伤的陷阱...
我讨厌悲伤! 我讨厌伤感!!!
我讨厌你们!!
请你们不要再找上我的门!!!
我要换锁了!.....


你们永远只会让人受伤....
让人颓废......
让人烦恼.....
我曾经为了你掉了无数的眼泪....
我不希望再落泪了.....
就算落泪...
我也希望是开心的泪水......
感动的泪水.....
不愿再是伤心, 委屈的泪!!!!
不知为什么...天生就喜欢哭....
也许我是水瓶座的吧......
别人说水瓶座的人都很爱哭.....
难以控制......
期待上天把伤心拿走.....
留下快乐给我...可以吗????



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故事里的 起承转合
有一些忘记 做了多少错误的选择
原来波折 才暗示着 该走的方向
指引你我来到这一刻
就算别人都说 我们没什么出息
不可能会这样轻易放弃
Cause You're My Everything
就一个原因 让我勇敢面对这个世界
想给你Everything 不管用多少个明天
永远从此刻开始算起
你的爱是我的Everything
辽阔天际 巧合相遇
有多少机率 多少烟火 坠落无痕迹
因为幸福 没有捷径
难免要绕道 不被看好越是要走到
就算别人都说 我们没什么出息
不可能会这样轻易放弃
你就是Everything 就这个原因
让我勇敢面对这个世界
想给你Everything 只要你说一声愿意
所有的未来才有意义
你的爱是我的Everything
Cause You're My Everything 就这个原因
让我勇敢面对这个世界
想给你Everything 不管用多少个明天
永远从此刻开始算起
你就是Everything 就如这个原因
我会永远记住这种感觉
想给你Everything 只要你说一声愿意
所有的未来才有意义
你的爱是我的Everything

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对不起......
Friday, January 2, 2009.

今天有一股冲动很想对你说声 对不起…..
很抱歉我昨晚令你feel bad….
我真的无意的……
好对不起哦……
我现在很惭愧………
Hz….讲真….我是有点不开心啦….不过过后就没了…
其实我不开心是因为一打给你时你问我”做什么” 啦….
因为你那时的语气好像很不爽….
所以就干脆说拜拜咯!
过后才知道你亲戚在你家….
难怪你有那样的反应….
我明白….
我也想你明白家人永远都是最重要的….
你说你会differentiate which is more important …..
So I tell you now….your family is more important…..okokok???

Today….a phone call wakes me up….
It’s a call from a "company"….
I got a job!!!!
Frankly…拿到这份工作心情很复杂….
开心的是终于可以自吃其力……
虽然工钱不很多..但够用就可以了嘛…..
伤心的是……我没有多余的时间陪他了…..
还有一个多月就要分开…..
做工后哪有那么多时间见面呢????
Ish…..ish…..ish!!!!!
好想把我一个月的时间都给你……
Urgh!!!! 我应怎么做呢????
原本打算二月才找工的…..
一来可以已时间冲淡一切的思念…
让工作麻醉自己…..
二来可以打发时间…….
Yer………真的不知应如何面对这问题…….
一个字….” 烦”!!!

明天……
明天开始教class咯!!!!
好紧张哦!!!!
希望我能应付得来啦!!!!!
无论如何….我一定会尽力而为……
加油李紫菁!!!!!!

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Crazy.Loving.Loud.Bossy.Boyish.Sporting.Adventurous

Claim herself to be street smart.Mysterious and Passionate.Loves exploring her limitations by trying out new things.Difficulties? NAH! one can never read from her appearance.time and sincerity is the key. may look joyous but secure a fragile heart.*smackface*


her life

studying
Music
Sing
EAT
Sleep
Drama marathon!
Listening rather than talking
shopping
pretend to be clever *wink*

What she thinks?

Do a bunch of crazy and random things before she dies cuzzzzz there's just ONE LIFE to live!
despite every emo posts, she survives. guess this is the only place where she can face all her obstacles in life by putting them all in words.

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