problem to the power of NIL
Monday, January 31, 2011.

suddenly....
she felt so far away from him..
and yet...the distance between them increases with time...
its not the same as it used to be...
its not as sweet as it used to be too..
perhaps...this is a growing stage of a relationship?
she's not sure...
may be she is too particular bout stuffs ...
she 's too bosy....isnt she??
but this is who she is.....
she just felt tht the way both of them handling this relationship is not the same..
and she wonders how far can she thinks......
she noes that she should stop thinking...and move on...

and now...she learns to love professionally...
when something reagarding professional..
it means....
handling things in a proper manner...
as such.....she'll let the thing flows...jus like wat God had planned for her..
perhaps.....she should utilize her time more wisely...
or allocate more time in her studies rather than thinking of all the problems that she thinks its a problem....

may be you'll ask...
she's too sensitive...isnt she???
No! being sensitive is not wrong!
and thinking about problems that doesnt exist is not wrong too!
when we dun think...we are DUMB!
may be she is trainned to think of all the cons of things rather than the pros..
as this is wat she learnt in secondary school which needs that kind of skill...
she's SOO CONFUSED....
is that her problem???????????????????????????????

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{ 9:53 PM }

an intense battle with the J word....
Thursday, January 27, 2011.

something has been bothering us lately...
trust is a simple word with just five letters...
but the in depth meaning of it is hard to imply in everyone's life...
who are the people in your life you can rely on?
thats the matter of trust....
other than your parents...who will u trust?
yes....about your solemate......??
trust is something to be earn....
we cant expect to have something without earning it..
however, when he or she did something that you feel insecure..
how would you react??
to trust or not to...
is to depend on you yourself...
thats one thing that appears so near yet so far....
believe him and have faith in him...
thats what we can do....
but when he/she disappoints you...
you noe what to do.......
thats when a lesson is learnt....

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{ 9:10 PM }

a confusing morning
Wednesday, January 26, 2011.

when you discover something that will hurt you. Will you stay away? Or will you face it? Its so confusing whether to accept the the thought you have. Its even harder to ignore the feeling when it haunts you. should you be kind and forgive what that hurts you and move on? Or juz staying miserable all day long. You noe that if you confront the problem, it will not have a satisfying answer as the problem will never be solve without your forgiving or your quit.

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{ 8:37 AM }

信之“柳暗花明又一村”
Tuesday, January 25, 2011.

有时候。。。
要求不需要高。。。
因为你自己也未必能做到那么完美。。。

有时候。。
要看得开。。。
因为你只会让自己辛苦的执着下去。。。

有时候。。
要想得通。。。
因为专牛角尖只会让事情变得更复杂。。。

有时候。。
要信任。。
因为只有信任能为此一段长远的感情。。。

但是。。。
若违背了信任。。。
一切就会烟消云散。。。。

不要生气。。
生气只会影响身体。。。

但是。。。
生气只代表太在乎。。。。
但太在乎不代表拥有。。。

所以。。。
若能做到视而不见。。。
闻而不信。。。。
爱而不气。。。
心静如随。。。
那就。。。。
身体健康万事如意。。。。。

可是。。。
如果人有那么的完美。。。
那怕世界上就没有喜怒哀乐。。。

完全的信任是难上加难。。。。
但勇于尝试去信任。。。
哪怕“柳暗花明又一村”。。。。=）

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{ 11:26 PM }

康康。。姐姐爱你。。。。
Sunday, January 23, 2011.

康康。。。
紫菁姐姐。。。
很想对你说。。。
你很勇敢了。。。
虽然你的一生里。。。
走了比平凡人不同的路。。。
你坚持了十多年。。。能活到如今。。。真的好不容易。。。
姐姐很佩服你。。。
记得。。从小。。姐姐看着你长大。。。
和你一起去playhouse....做运动。。。
帮你做pattern....和masking。。。。
想起来还蛮好玩的。。。。
姐姐也记得。。。你喜欢听佛经。。。。
喜欢画画。。。。喜欢听time to say goodbye 那种歌曲。。。
你很厉害画画。。。妈妈都把你的画悬挂在家里的每个角落。。。
很对不起。。。。姐姐。。。来不到你的葬礼。。。
不过。。。姐姐很荣幸。。。
能认识像你这样坚强。。。这样珍惜生命的人。。。
姐姐。。会记得你。。。
希望。。。你已完成了你的心愿。。。
走得安乐。。。
最后。。姐姐也希望。。。
康康能勇敢的往极了世界走去。。。
god loves you more...
and never forget that we will always miss you...
do you remember the time i went to your house with 爱玲姐姐？？？
i'm happy to have share that moment with you....its tiring....
but i noe its worth my time ...
you'll always be my 心肝宝贝。。。
i love you....Fong Zhi Kang...
妈妈，婆婆和所有的姐姐都会永远想你。。。
你安心的走吧。。。。

爱你的菁菁姐姐。。。=）

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{ 9:45 PM }

need a lunch??? name it then....=)
Wednesday, January 19, 2011.

was wondering what was the last thing you did for me....to make me feel touched....
or even when was the day you ever did something for me....
hahaha.....except helping me with the books...
name it...and i'll buy you a lunch....haha...
merely jokes...no offense.....

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{ 10:37 PM }

water the plants.....

love is about nourishing something precious in your life...
just like you water your plants everyday.....
waiting for the day that it will give out beautiful flowers....
if youre not willing to give out some time or love to care about the flower...
it will wilt with time eventually...
even lack of one important minerals, the flower wont seem great....and healthy...
therefore...every single detail in a healthy relationship have to be taken care of...
have you think of your partner recently...??
have you water those plants???
do it now....if you wanna safe those beautiful flowers....=)

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{ 8:09 PM }

Dun Give Up.....=)
Friday, January 14, 2011.

she doesnt noe what is ahead of her right now....
the vision is so blur that she is terrified of the road she'd chosen...
she is selfish...
she wans her own time...
but the career she chosen cant offer her that...
and so.....she's now confused.....
she hates her decision.....
what more she can do???
contract signed.....money paid.....
she is destined to become what ppl wans her to become....
she never love the job.....
as there's not fixed working hours and little holidays...
she wans time to do her own things...
she loves herself very much....not forgetting her family too..
she needs time for them....
but wat to do???
she has chosen the road everybody chosen...
so be prepared to WORK LIKE A SLAVE.....
SLEEP LIKE YOU NEVER SLEEP....
AND GET PAID WITH LOW INCOME.....thats if u compare it to business man.....=)
are you ready??
yes she is...she is a tough girl...=)
jia you!!

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{ 10:15 PM }

A Merry Belated Christmas.....Santa
Sunday, January 9, 2011.

she just finish watching episode ten of glee.....
and the Christmas feeling was there again.....and is still lingering in her mind and heart....
she felt touched...warm...and spectacular......
when she was small...the christmas trees were tall....
she watched home alone with her family....
and it was then, she felt that she was connected to Santa....
she loves how European countries celebrated their Christmas....
they do caroling....singing....giving out presents and love for each other..
its plainly about love and forgiveness...
and it is from that time...she feels that Christmas day was magical....
she hopes that one day...she would be able to celebrate christmas with her family and love ones overseas....gathering around the chimney and sipping a cup of hot chocolate together.....it will be awesome....=) and sweet..
how she wish she could find a person in her life...
who has the same thought as her....and accompany her through every christmas....
just like wat she hopes for.....
well......

To Santa :
please grant her a wish this christmas? although its a bit late....but she hopes she can find a person who take christmas as much as she do.....thank you....=)
and Merry Belated Christmas.....