grateful......
Monday, December 26, 2011.

i can see colours in your life without me...
and im starting to see lights in my path...
learning to get rid of the darkness after a terrific storm
needs courage ......a lot of them...
bits and bits of you are shining.....with your frenz...
happiness is showing in your face..
yes....
i need to be happier than u...
y am i suffering alone there???? for such a long time???
i should be grateful...
coz im in line to searching for a better...
the one who truly noes what he wans in life..
wat is his future...
and noes what he is doing....

the true man...
who cares.....
who's mature enough to think of others.....
who will never fear for fear....
who dont flirt with girls....and only loves the one he truly loves..
the one who show his only affection to his family and his one and only..
THE MAN.....who is always there to help me when im in trouble...
the man ...who can very much sacrifice himself for me...
there's no one like this....
but ive met one in the past....
too sad to let him walked out of my life...
but....he'll alwayz be my best fren forever....=)
aka rubbish god.....
this is for u....
the one that i admire.....=)

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{ 11:30 PM }

MADDD!!!!
Thursday, December 22, 2011.

alright....
its time for me to think...
reflect on wat im doing so far....
well....
from wat i see with my naked eyes...
i saw adipose tissues everywhere around my body!
OMG!!! i'd alwayz give excuse to myself to eat more..
why?????
have i lost my self control????????
y is my self control declining in the first place???
ive no motivation to study .....
everything is so left behind...
where the hell is my priority in life???
smack head! wake up!!!!!!!!
stop lagging.....stop wasting money and time...!!!!
LEE JI CHING!!!!
stop chasing over things that is not right for you!
let the time and person prove everything that is meant for you...
cant u just wait???
and do wat are u suppose to do now??
STOP procrastinating!!!!
youre in a MAD SCHOOL!!! damn it!

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{ 3:15 PM }

朋友吗？？？
Monday, December 19, 2011.

你告诉我说你希望我们还是朋友。。。
我。。。。沉默。。
因为。。我还不清楚自己要的是什么。。。
怎么样才能彻底的放下。。。
你说的朋友。。是 hi bye friend.....还是好朋友呢？？
因为你每一次都说要做回朋友。。。
可是。。你每一次都让我失望。。。
从我踏出第一步想与你做回朋友的时刻。。
你却慢慢地又离我远去。。。
让我觉得。。。我们根本都不像朋友。。。
跟陌生人没差别。。
对不起。。
不是我不想回应。。。
只是我想暂时把你搁在一旁。。。
让我彻彻底底地把我们的一切放下。。。
也许那时。。。我们再做回朋友吧。。。
要怪。。。就怪曾经的我爱你太深了。。。
现在的我。。。没盼望什么。。。
看见你一直与人通信息。。。讲电话。。
对。。。我还是有一种挫伤的感觉。。
可是。。。我已慢慢地开始接受。。。
祝福你吧。。
请你。。。。
如果你是想做hibye 朋友的话。。。
不如干脆就当回陌生人。。。
不然真的没什么必要再当回朋友。。。
就此搁笔。。。。

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{ 9:28 PM }

im grateful to have you.....yes...you...who is reading this now...=)
Friday, December 16, 2011.

thank you...
for making me forgetting the pass for just one second..
thank you for letting me noe that im still worth something in your eyes...
its alwayz these bits of things that makes me carry on with my life without hesitating the pass.....
thanks for being there when im down.....
thanks for bringing bac my confidence once again..
im grateful to have all these wonderful ppl with me...
i'll leave everything to god .....
to decide which path to choose.....

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{ 8:23 PM }

what the hell????
Thursday, December 15, 2011.

i felt something...
but im trying to ignore it....
its ridiculous...
but im also trying to ignore it..
its something that i'd never felt for a long time..
again...im ignoring it....
and now i found myself sick of ignoring it...
wth am i doing???

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{ 7:36 PM }

air topic is a disaster.....
Wednesday, December 14, 2011.

okay.......i promise myself....
to start doing my air topic tomolo.....
i will push myself to the max!!!!!
pls.....bao you wo!!!!

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{ 12:20 AM }

christmas....the time of my life....=)
Tuesday, December 13, 2011.

its christmas time....
the best time of the year....
anywayz santa....
i wish that i will have a great christmas this year.....=)
be it with family or friends...
just wish that everything bout christmas is peaceful and happy..
a night filled with christmas atmosphere would be perfect....
and santa.....
thanks for giving me such a wonderful year this year...
will stay stronger and happier with every fall u gave me...
and i will put on a smile....
and carry on with the unexpected path u paved for me....
well.....life is full of surprises ....arent they????

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{ 9:29 PM }

someone who noes me well enough......
Monday, December 12, 2011.

its so cool that a friend actually noes you so well...
both of us had never quarrel...
coz we talk our hearts out....
we act like kids.....
just because of this....
we became closer...
i felt so grateful to have a friend like you ONG KERHYIN....=)
i noe that u will back me up no matter wat...
u just mean a lot to me....=)
hehehe......im sincerely grateful to have you...=)

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{ 11:04 PM }

move on!!!!!!
Wednesday, December 7, 2011.

it hurts.....but i need to move on...
i cant slow down any longer....
ive wasted too much time on something ....
priority needs to be set to something that worth my time....
investing on something that brings happiness is much more worth while...
my dear...
u hurt me....
i admit it....and accept it...
and ...i'll move on ....

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{ 7:18 PM }

the stranger next door....
Thursday, December 1, 2011.

if its possible....
i wish not to see you again....
not in this form....
not in the way u act now towards me...
go away.....
if u think its worth it to neglect your studies...
and forget who you once were...
just for a girl...
well.....good luck man....
im so disappointed that u din even turn up on the meeting to discuss on our fren;s bday...
hopeless....
im really disappointed in you..
sacrificing so much for that girl....
was actually worth your everything...
wow! all i can say is good luck....
and dun ever talk to me again....
you are not the one i once knew.....
stranger....

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{ 9:34 PM }

是非之地不久留。。。。

不喜欢听。。。
不想管。。。
所以每当有关朋友之间的传言。。
我都不想听。。。
不想给意见。。。
不想传。。。

其实我还搞不清楚。。。
不想听的原因。。。
是因为害怕听见他的东西。。。
还是。。。
害怕传闻的真假。。。
还是。。
我真的不想说别人的坏话。。

做朋友的。。
不是应该当面问。。
不去传。。。
力挺朋友的吗？？？
问清楚了。。就应该封嘴。。。
这样才是出于真诚的关心。。。
每当听见别人开始闲聊其他人绯闻。。
我都会开始躲避。。。

真想找一个没有是非的地方。。。。
快快乐乐的生活。。。
寻找自己想要的东西。。。
做自己想要的事。。。。
是非请离开我。。。。