原来只有我懂得自己的感受。。。
Sunday, April 29, 2012.

原来。。我是玩不起一段没有未来的感情。。。
无形的折磨。。。。是自己给自己的。。。
不能怪任何人。。。
要怪只能怪自己不像别人一样潇洒。。。

一直以来我最怕的事情终于来临了。。
勇敢一点吧李紫菁。。。
我会一直提醒你再勇敢一些。。。再勇敢一些。。。
你一定能跨过去的。。。

你和她之间激烈爱情的新鲜牺牲我对你思念
我要放开手选择故事的句点蒸发我爱你的眼泪等明天

等你发现安静等等等的我已不在你的身边

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{ 10:16 PM }

i did it.....=)
Friday, April 27, 2012.

i handled it quite well...
didnt i???
not letting my emotions take over my motion...=D
harsh feelings are meant to be kept away...
time to be proud of myself for just a moment.....=)
cheers....!!!!!!

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{ 11:30 PM }

such a ridiculous person i've met.......
Monday, April 23, 2012.

sometimes i just feel so pissed off when someone dunnno how to carry themselves....
if u need something....go get for yourself....go buy....
getting stuffs from your fren for once is fine...
for endless time...is called greedy, selfish...and ridiculous...
how can such a person carry themselves in such a way...
saying hi to you only when she/he needs help....and
a stranger who dont even care to say hi when we see each other...
well....sometimes dont even look into each other's eyes when we know we walk passed each other....
im really fed up of you......coz youre damn fake.....
youre manipulating your frenz....
sometimes i even wonder whether am i your fren....
i treated you sincerely at first...but in the end....it proves to me that it was all rubbish.....you dont even care....
well...at least i know the true you now....
time for some self reflection my fren.....
its too much....

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{ 4:53 PM }

ex- tremely DUMB

now that i realize that im dumb....
i'll see who's next....
and GOOD LUCK TO YOU .....=)))
all the best with all my sincerity.
HAHAHHAHA!!!!
dont come for advices.....=p

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{ 4:02 PM }

a lasap fren that i care....a bit.....
Thursday, April 19, 2012.

you should know me Ming....
i hope you wont have a hard time going through the truth....
im really sorry if u need a apology.....
anywayz.....
hope that youre fine there.....=)
find me when u've calm yourself down...
hope to hear from you soon....

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{ 9:19 PM }

Xiao!
Monday, April 9, 2012.

one regret.....not having to pass through those normal days normally.....
rocky rocky mountain high......

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{ 12:48 AM }

im just lacking a bit of awesomeness.....
Sunday, April 8, 2012.

pls dont let me worn out so fast...
i have lots of things to be done!!!!!
@.@.......anyway......the choir practice was awesome.....
im just praying that i can commit myself even with work pilling up...
i just need to try harder....=)
not setting any limitations to myself...
i'll do what i can....or beyond......
one bad thing about me....
my face just tend to crumple like a piece of shit....when work piles up....
i dont like that...
if ever i could change this...
i could be awesome...

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{ 12:07 AM }

part of her is shut off....
Friday, April 6, 2012.

have u ever try to care for someone but in the end not doing anything due to some reasons like not wanting other people to think too much???
have u ever tried to love someone by not wanting to be theirs???
have u ever tried to do something for the person you care but you hold yourself back?? and just tell yourself to STOP doin it???
coz its like deep down u wanted to care...but its none of your business to care anymore.....

unknowingly, she's doing all those stuffs above.....
but everything came to a halt when a saying strikes her mind......

there goes a saying....
dont promise when youre happy...
dont reply when youre angry ...and
never decide when youre sad....

is she making a decision when she's sad or being over emotional???
she's not sure......
therefore....to be on the safe side.....
she decided to stop what she's doing or feeling...
and just carry on with her daily routine....

well....
something small happened...and he made his choice...
but its okay......she understand....
and there's these bunch of friends who cared a lot for her...
tried so hard to take her away from the reality....
as they are afraid of reality could tear her apart....
she felt so blessed to have these bunch of friends who cared to much for her...
but deep down.....she should've know whats happening...

overthinking is another issue......
duh......gonna shut down humanity just for a lil while she guess....
puffff......* she's a vampire now.....LOL.....