this is such a SOB world
Saturday, September 8, 2012.

guess i'll just have to set myself free
till then, i will have to sent those 2 boys out of my mind
and stop thinking of them when im lonely,
stop giving false hope that doesnt turn out to be true.

after noticing much bout the world outside who only knows how to appreciate people by their outlooks, i was pretty much upset and disappointed.

was trying to leave myself out of this reality thats crushing me.
and help myself to learn to survive in this harsh world overcrowded with people who knows how to express themselves through words and actions.
im just too weird to be understood...arent i?
i dont blame them, coz even my parents dont really know me well....
never mind...i will carry on believing that there's this person out there whos willing to know me in whatever way.
i dont need to be special in everyone's eyes.
im not born to please everyone in this world anyway =)

i wished to have been more talkative and sociable
but when i come to think of it,
whats the point of it? what am i suppose to prove??
to show off how many frenz ive got?
true frenz comes when u needed them
so why change?
let fate do its job.

*singing myself a lullaby, hoping to be asleep and never wake up to this SOB world...LOL

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