part of her is shut off....
Friday, April 6, 2012.

have u ever try to care for someone but in the end not doing anything due to some reasons like not wanting other people to think too much???
have u ever tried to love someone by not wanting to be theirs???
have u ever tried to do something for the person you care but you hold yourself back?? and just tell yourself to STOP doin it???
coz its like deep down u wanted to care...but its none of your business to care anymore.....

unknowingly, she's doing all those stuffs above.....
but everything came to a halt when a saying strikes her mind......

there goes a saying....
dont promise when youre happy...
dont reply when youre angry ...and
never decide when youre sad....

is she making a decision when she's sad or being over emotional???
she's not sure......
therefore....to be on the safe side.....
she decided to stop what she's doing or feeling...
and just carry on with her daily routine....

well....
something small happened...and he made his choice...
but its okay......she understand....
and there's these bunch of friends who cared a lot for her...
tried so hard to take her away from the reality....
as they are afraid of reality could tear her apart....
she felt so blessed to have these bunch of friends who cared to much for her...
but deep down.....she should've know whats happening...

overthinking is another issue......
duh......gonna shut down humanity just for a lil while she guess....
puffff......* she's a vampire now.....LOL.....