let go?? how???
Friday, September 2, 2011.

when can i learn to be more optimistic??
in the first place.....am i that pessimistic?
dun think so.....
i have a lot to say....but duno where to start...
i felt a lot these days.....
but seriously dun have the time to blog.....
to forget all those bits and pieces of me and him....is hard.....but im struggling with it....
i wish i couldnt remember a single thing.....
now that i can feel how much i meant to him ...
its like from a piece of gold....from the start
and now.....turns into ashes...
im not in his sight any more.....
every single time i saw him...he will be with another girl.....
how is it like...if we never have met each other???
and we never start anything before....?
will it be better???
if u ever have the chance to see this....
STOP ASKING HOW I FEEL! its non of your business anymore!
if i felt sad...and disappointed of wat u are doing....so wat??
its my feelings! dont u EVER care of it any more!!!!!
just get out of my life! i dun wanna noe a single thing bout you !!!
go on with your life....im already your pass.....
hurt me more! so that i can let u go!
youre on the right tract now...
just continue doing it and i swear to god....i can let go of you!
iam not being pessimistic here....
but then....just that i noe that i love you more that u do....
noeing that u let go of me in such a short time......
hurts me so bad.....and i frequently tell myself to forget and let u go....
phew.....i need a new life.....without u.....can i????
just leave me alone.....until the day i die......