the dead crow.....
Thursday, June 23, 2011.

god damn those open burning people out there!
i'm gasping for air .....
i need oxygen to breath.....
to study.....
GIVE me CLEAN air..

i'm blessed coz i'm going to leave this god damn place soon enough...
but what about those juniors that are going to move in?
how are they suppose to study in an environment like this??
pls stop OPEN BURNING!
pls.......

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{ 9:22 PM }

just another small bits ...
Tuesday, June 21, 2011.

another disappointment which proves my decision will be right.....
single bits of things that u do...
will actually make a big significant difference in life...
may be not in yours ...but it may change how others perceive u as a person..
or how important is he or she in your mind....
well....
i'm in the process of analyzing...
so that my decision will not be a regretful one.....
walah! another weak point!

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{ 7:14 PM }

get it right.......
Friday, June 17, 2011.

sigh.......

What have I done? I wish I could run
Away from this ship goin' under
Just tryin' to help, hurt everyone else
Now I feel the weight of the world is
On my shoulders
What can you do when your good isn't good enough?
When all that you touch tumbles down?
'Cause my best intentions keep making a mess of things
I just wanna fix it somehow
But how many times will it take?
To get it right

So I throw up my fist
Throw a punch in the air
And accept the truth that sometimes life isn't fair
Yeah, I'll send down a wish
Yeah, I'll send up a prayer
And finally, someone will see
How much I care!

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Appreciate....it..........
Thursday, June 16, 2011.

it would be nice.....
if u noe that someone appreciate wat u did...
coz....the smile ...the love....
will juz make your gloomy day better...
never take things for granted....
even if youre angry towards the person...
it would cool to juz keep that feelings for a while...
and go on to appreciate wat the person done to make it up to you...
being grateful....is juz another great key towards success....

P/S: dun be sad....if ppl dun appreciate your effort......
be glad that u'll never have to regret....because u've done your best.....

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{ 1:16 PM }

dear hair....
Tuesday, June 14, 2011.

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{ 1:28 PM }

be strong young lady.....
Monday, June 13, 2011.

i think its time for me to stop.....
i should think of my future......
more of my future at least.....
i should focus........
focus on more important things......
suddenly.......i felt like waking myself up...
was lost in the present....
but will not be lost for the future.....
in a relationship is part of life....
being over sensitive should not have bother me .....
i should control myself...
this is not the me i once knew myself...
where was that ambitious young lady out there???
hey....ji ching......
wake up.....youre not like that......
i feel like slapping you!
stand bac up and be a woman!
dun be like any girls outside there who just noe and cares bout the present...
alright????
make this a promise to yourself.....
not to anyone else.....
coz....you need to be who u really are NOW......
dun let this change u......
be strong young lady....!

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{ 10:22 PM }

走

又来美中不足了。。。。
不知道几时我才能真正的和你。。。
在没有她的世界过。。。。。。
以为那个trip一定会很开心。。。
也希望如此。。。
不能盼望太多。。。
也不想想太多。。。
想累了。。。
让它走吧。。。。。

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wishes for future...and for life long happiness...
Sunday, June 12, 2011.

i wish that everyday....
he smses me.....and tell me....
honey .....good morning.....

i wish that everyday...
he will motivate me.....
to give me strength to do wat i wan....

i wish that.....every few hours....
i will receive his sms......
may be jus a hallo....or
wat are u doing?....
to show that u care.....

i wish that....every night...
he'll call me and tell me bout wat he had done for the day...
and tell me more about himself...
his frenz...and all.....
important or not important...
i juz wanna share.....

i wish that.....he 'll feel the same way i felt...
i wish that he will call me out for dinner or lunch more often..
i wish that he would think of me more often....
i wish
i wish
i wish.....
well....its just a wish afterall.....
i wish that we 'll stay the same....felt the same....
just like the day we said "i do"....

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{ 7:38 PM }

weird....

i really dun understand wat happen to me recently...
i was suppose to be very happy when i saw him.....
and get to spend time with him....
awaited for long....finally...he called me out for dinner...
was excited when i heard this....
and all of the sudden...i have the motivation to study...
was in high spirits too...when i get myself prepared for dinner...
not until i receive his call....
blaming me to be late.....although i noe he didnt mean it..
usually its him who phone me during dinner time so that i could get myself prepared..
i used to wait for him before he even get prepared....
but he suddenly changed....
it gets me so......disrupted....suddenly....

i dun feel happy anymore when i saw him....
his face....was not with the smile he used to have when i saws me.....
i dunno y.....
we both no longer felt as excited as before....
wats the problem now???
i juz dun feel it......and suddenly i felt so scared...
as if he is a stranger to me.....
coz....we dun contact each other so often now....
i felt so far....
may be due to exams.....as wat he said......FOCUS....
and he brought out our first promise saying that
we shouldnt let our relationship affect our results...
but i came to wonder....
the truth was the other way round......
or was it.................................
i'm so afraid and lost now........

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{ 7:22 PM }

wat a clever girl should do.....
Saturday, June 11, 2011.

1.收到甜言蜜語的短信，記得微笑，然後刪除。

2.想辦法努力賺錢，而不是如何省錢。

3.憤怒的時候，數到30，再說話。

4.喜歡的東西自己努力買，不要指望別人送。

5.少喝果汁多吃水果，少吃零食多喝水，少坐多站，少想多看，少說多做，少懷舊多憧憬。

6.永遠不會再有第二個男人像爸爸這樣愛你，所以最愛的男人當然是爸爸。

7.不要24小時都想念同一個人。可以分一點給家人和朋友。

8.不要認為找個有錢男人就什麼都有了。世界上年輕的女孩子，多的就像貨櫃上的可樂，喝不喝都無所謂。

9.吃下去的就堅決不再吐出來，所以吃之前要想清楚。

10.寂寞的時候，不要聽慢歌，懷舊或者膩死在網上，站起來做運動或者去找朋友八卦。

11.看透的時候，假裝沒看透。

12.工作的你，和遊手好閒的你，絕對不是同一個人。

13.做好防曬，但記得適當地曬曬太陽。心情也會進行光合作用。真的。

14.真正看中的東西就買，不要借錢，想清楚之後再決定，決定之後就不要後悔 。

15.銀行卡的密碼不要用男友的生日。

16.永遠不向從前的戀人訴苦。

17.出門之前，根據步行的時間和強度考慮要穿的鞋子。

18.要讀好書,陶冶情操,提高品位。

19.可以淘便宜的衣服，但記得自己的品位比這個價位高。

20.桌上的護膚品永遠比化妝品多，貴，好，對於女人來說外養不如內調。

21.養成寫日記的習慣，哪怕隻言片語。

22.可以不認同，但學會尊重。

23.注重內心，但不忽略外表。

24.做不了決定的時候，讓時間幫你決定。如果還是無法決定，做了再說。寧願犯錯，不留遺憾!

25.打電話的時候記得微笑，對方聽的見。

26每月記帳，每月儲蓄。

27.瞭解潮流，但不必跟風。

28.看起來多大年齡，就有多大年齡。

29.相信愛情和mr.right的存在，在此之前也不拒絕和mr.wrong們分享人生。

30.如果發短資訊給你喜歡的人，他不回。不要再發

31.不要為了任何人任何事折磨自己。比如不吃飯、哭泣、自閉、抑鬱，這些都是傻瓜才做的事。當然，偶爾傻一下有必要，人生不必時時聰明

32.穿有質感的衣服，找有品質的男朋友。他不一定很有錢，但是一定要能讓你有安全感和開心。

33.如果決定離開一個人，行動要快一點，快刀斬亂麻；如果決定愛上一個人，時間拉長一點，看清楚是否適合你。

34.閒情時候自己煮花茶煮咖啡喝，或者做茶點吃，放一段柔情音樂，翻閱幾頁好書，然後睡個懶覺，快哉。

35.學會承受痛苦。有些話，適合爛在心裡，有些痛苦，適合無聲無息的忘記。當經歷過，你成長了，自己知道就好。

36.任何場合，保持應有的涵養。學會說謝謝、辛苦您、對不起。做錯了事情要懂得道歉和改過.

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hatred.....
Thursday, June 9, 2011.

i'm starting to hate myself.........

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{ 1:53 PM }

no longer a secret......
Saturday, June 4, 2011.

had a great chat with mom today...
and i realize a lot of things......
and i like it.....=)
i love u mom.........<3

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{ 8:09 PM }

要忍心
Friday, June 3, 2011.

既然做了那个决定去让他跟她联络。。。
就应忍痛地去接受任何的代价。。。。
既然决定了。。。
就不能后悔。。。。
咬紧牙关。。。
一关一关的过。。。
每次听他说会跟她见面或谈电话或什么的。。
心。。就像被大大力地丢在地上。。。碎。。。
可是我都不会給他知道。。。
因为他肯告诉我。。已经是很好了。。。
我不能介意。。。
因为我想他开心。。。。
的确。。跟她讲完电话的他。。。
确实开朗了许多。。。
最低限度。。。他开心。。。
可能我也能学会如何放弃执著。。。

有时候。。。我会想。。是不是我的错。。。
去介意你跟一个女生很熟。。。
是不是我的错。。。去介意你不找我。。。。
是不是我的错。。。一直去埋怨你这个那个。。。。
是不是我的错。。。去告诉你。。。我会不开心如果你这样做。。。
是不是我的错。。。想你花多一点时间去理我。。。。
可是这就是你。。。我应该怎样呢？


可这真的是我的极点了。。。
每次你说你很失望。。。可是你有没有想过。。。
我也有失望的时候。。。。
你说你付出的。。我都没去珍惜。。。。
可是你可以先问问自己你也是否有去珍惜过我为你付出的一切。。。
我不是一个能吵架的人。。。。
我宁愿吞下那股怨气。。。我都不想吵。。。
因为当我生气时。。。想要说的话。。都会忘掉。。。。
我为你留下多少眼泪。。。你不知道。。。


请你好好珍惜。。。
我能忍的就仅此。。。
也许就像拱手相让。。。可是也是一个忍心的机会。。
看看你对我的那份情。。。到底有没有比她深。。。
也比不比她真。。。
跟我相处了那么久。。
希望你真的知道什么东西会令我不高兴。。。
我不要求你知道什么能做了会让我开心。。。
只要不要伤掉我的心。。。。那以足够。。。
请你让我觉得你是值得我去相信的人。。。。
因为我信你。。。爱你。。才会一次又一次地忍下心。。。。让你去做你喜欢的东西。。
我忍。。。。因为我想你开心一点。。。

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{ 7:20 PM }

T.T
Thursday, June 2, 2011.

为什么往往要找人哭诉时。。。
却想不起有任何人愿意做我的听众？？？
你去了哪里？？？
我的好朋友去了哪里？？？
各自都有各自的生活。。。
但唯独你不可以不理我。。。。
我很想有人听我说话。。。。
rubbish god。。。。你去了哪里???
T.T..............................................

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i'm a CooL babe.....=p
Wednesday, June 1, 2011.

i am confident enough to be who i am...
and jealousy should not have hit me now....
go ahead and contact your xxxxxx.....or whoever u wan to...
coz i wont give a damn for it.....
for i am confident enough to hold your heart...
if i'm wrong.....
i'll tell u that god has planned a better someone for me...
till then......CHAOZ!
~so cool~

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