AIM? BULL SHIT!
Tuesday, December 7, 2010.

when u tried so hard......
to convince yourself to stop wat u love to do.....
when youre just at the very beginning of your aim...
to achieve wat u wanted to achieve for the pass ten years......
when you are so determine to tell yourself to stop.....
so to get the result you've been longing for...
for....you noe wat u have to sacrifice....
you told youself....."yes.....its not impossible......"

just at this very moment....
where everything was on the right tract...
your confidence increases its momentum.....
and yet...suddenly....
someone just storm in and kick you out on your ass...
and said..." dun give a bull shit out of me...." or merely" BULL SHIT"
in other words.....anything you did was A BULL SHIT!
wat would you think???
and to make things worse....
that so called someone is the one who inspire you do achieve that aim....
you did nothing wrong......nothing....
but just because of that person who gave u a piece of shit just now makes you wonder again...
is it worth it to achieve wat u wanted......

at this very moment....
you feel like screaming...
no one is appreciating wat u did....
even the most inspirational person who inspires you all this while to change disgrace you in that kind of way...
nothing much but a rocket shooting at 100000000000kmph directly at your heart...
you have no tears to roll down...
coz the pain worth more than tears....
sometimes....the devil in you might overpower you and mislead you to end your life...
but luckily....the angel took control of the whole situation....
however....anger and disappointment still persist in your heart......