ALM 09 CHOIR COMpetition.....=)
Wednesday, March 31, 2010.

About the results.....where everyone is eager to noe bout how i did....

hmmm...let me see how should i put it....

the competition is basically known as INTALE which means (INTEC GOT TALENT)

then....there wAS this idea to set up a choir for this competition....

initially...jo ann and i planned something like a musical drama....

however...things juz dont turn out as it should be....

we changed plan.....

it was jo who insisted to hang on to the participation....

after all the working and plannings....measuring the degree of success...

we've come to a final decision which was to recruit around ten to fifteen peeps who are interested in singing.....to set up a CHOIR !!!

and yea....everything turns out great....

we combined all the songs into medleys and get those harmony in place by trial and errors...

FINALLY......we brought all the members together for practises after classes almost every single day.......

one thing for sure......

we built this choir out of nothing and in the end....

i felt we gained the most out of it.....

we sweated together...

we shouted together....

we aimed for the same thing together....

we laughed together...

we sang together.....

we walk and jump together.....

AS A TEAM......we are covalently bonded with each other in triple bond!

thats the team spirit which i treasure most during the days we've had....

As for the result,

we're the top six finalist for that competition among twenty two groups if i'm not mistaken....

proceed to the finals.....

where we falied to get what we wan...which was top three....

surprisingly ....we were actually acknowledge by other audience that night...

which was the most satisfying repay that i've ever wanted...

we've won their hearts.....

we sang into their hears...

and we rock the whole thing out of it.....( this is wat i felt so far)

for those who supported us all the way...thank you so much...

youre well appreciated in out heart...seriously....

without you...we wouldnt have made this far......without you all....we sing for no purpose....

without you all....who supported us all the way....we are nothing!!!

thanks for everything ...credits to the my fellow and lovely and loyal and......members...

1. MY PARTNER!! : TENG JO ANN

2. The Talented pianist : Ms SArah Chew

3. rebecca

4. osim

5. chaman

6. samantha

7. cindy

8. ying ying

9. Dickson

10. Zi hong

11. Rita

12. mei yi

13.eileen

again.......the choir wouldnt have made this far without you all....

we'll meet each other again in choir practice someday......

all i could say is we all had a wonderful and sweet dream...

and i had a dream.....=)

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maths.....so you think you can control me???
Monday, March 29, 2010.

You know.......
when you scold me with all those maths languanges.....
i felt a stab in my heart....
y cant i be as smart as you???
y cant i do a simple maths question???
y am i alwayz bothering you asking some questions which seems so stupid to you but to me is a mess???
i'm trying to understand.....
i'm learning ....
i'm struggling.....
till.....
i cant control and walked out of the room...
i need to be alone ....i'm sad.....

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Wednesday, March 24, 2010.

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I'm sorry....but i really dunno what had i done??

oh my gosh.....how did i make you feel sis??????
i dropped by your blog and saw something that made me feel ......urgh....
i dun understand......
pls dun think too much bout it....
if i really did something that hurt you...and my good fren....i apologize....
forgive me ......

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19th Birthday......=)
Thursday, March 11, 2010.

Updates bout my birthday....=)



i would wish to thank the list of ppl below before i proceed.....=)


0. Jo ANN ( how could i miss you out??? i'm so bad....)

1. Kelvin Yin

2. Tan Wei Hao

3. Ong Kerhyin

4. Ng Jun Ying

5. Tan Su Pei

6. Lim Li Shan

7. Loke Siaw Leng

8. jie yun

9. jin tsei

10. Kit Yeng

11. Diane

12. CHIN!!!

13. jacelynn

14. rachel

15. Huan de

16. melissa

17. Yen Theng

18. ghai xiong

19. see wei

20. Steven

21 su bin

22. tze jian

23. JINNY...

24. Gary....

25. sarah chew

26. xiao qi

27. 10 M 5 class mates...=)

28 avinash....

25. Those who sent me birthday wishes through sms and wishes me through words......



words juz cant describe how greatful am i to have you all as my frenz....

i bet this was the best birthday i had so far in my life as it was filled with surpises and excitement throughout the day....surprisingly....it starts even from the day before it.....

vivid memories still linger in my mind about my birthday last year...

its was awful.... (if u could still recall what i wrote last feb ...)

hence....i'm so looking forward to this 19th birthday....i secretly told myself...

and kept my fingers crossed so that god would give me a better one this year.....

indeed...god sent me these wonderful frenz.....surrounding me when i am far away from home....

kept me away from loneliness....and other emo stuffs.....=) * wink*





the day before.......



my housemates gave me a shock at 12 sharp.....

with a lemon flavoured cake in kerhyin's hand....

i put on a shocking yet glorifying smile....

amazed by what they planned....i gave all of them a great big hug....

hug of friendship...hug of love....hug of everything..which makes them feel appreciated....=)



11 FEB 2010......



class as usual....

950 am.........20 mintes short break as usual....

went to toilet.......as i put my wAY through the class rooms' corridor and walking towards the stairs...i saw kelvin.....(which by that time shouldn be there)

somethings not right......(but i try to correct my thoughts by telling myself..."aiya...he 's alwayz around.....as long as there's people...there's kelvin....)

fly to toilet...and flew back.....

lights OFF.....

projector screening on a video......

songs of lee hom dancing happily into my ears.....

walah...the whole class awaits for my presence....

and i stare at the video with teary eyes.....

obviously...it was super touching.......i tried hard to hold back my tears but i juz cant help it...

thanks wei hao...for making the video for me...by sacrifising your sleeping time...

i knew he din sleep the whole night juz for the video.....

thanks a lot bro!! youre GREAT!!

after the video ended....

kelvin came in with the bday cake on his hand....and yea....indeed..i cried again..

i dunno y am i so emotional...

either did i noe ...y am i such a cry baby....

sorry..i juz cant help it....

i felt the loved frenz.......

thanks for all your effords...

LOVE you all.....=)





actually i planned to upload the video here...but it took me more than 2 hours to try uploading....

in the end.....it fails....so..yea...no video to watch then...T.T....

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。。。。。。。。。。。。。。
Sunday, March 7, 2010.

我累了。。。。

真的很累。。。

不想去想。。。。也不想去问。。。。

不想知道。。。。也不想去烦。。。。

现在能做的。。。。永远都跟以前相同。。。。“祝福 =）你。。。”

是因为我喜欢你而放手吗？？

我不确定。。。。

不过。。。。应该这样会是最好的选择。。。。



昨晚只睡了两个小时。。。。

很累。。。。加上没有温习任何功课。。。
心里很难受。。。。不过。。。从未有想放弃的念头。。。
可是在还没继续往前冲时。。。可以赐我一杯“能量水精”吗？？？？
我已经没力气往前冲了。。。。
在这里很想感谢。。。晓玲。。。（myneighbour) 帮我一臂之力。。。。
到楼下去print我的bio report....。。。and also kerhyin who lend me her laptop....
突然觉得自己很没有用。。。。
时常利用人。。。。麻烦人。。。。
总之。。。i owe you one! siaw leng....=) really have to thank you a lot!!! and i'm sorry....

我不是一个善于表达自己的人。。。
也不是一个斯文的人。。。我承认。。。
但又如何呢？？？ 我就是我啊？？
为何要伪装。。。为何要变成另外一个人呢？？？
我选择先让人看见最丑陋的一面。。。。
因为我觉得。。。连这样丑陋的一面都能接受。。。这个才是真正不嫌弃自己的朋友。。。。
伪装了又如何？？
最终又不是要被大会原形？？？

累了。。。。。。

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yes....diary...it'll be safe and sound.....=)
Saturday, March 6, 2010.

well....it doenst matters anymore....
who cares???? no one cares....
No one is this world cares......
even if they care...it doenst seem to put in much help in settling the problem...
so...dun waste time there LEE JI CHING...
coz you noe its never worth the try....
may be you could try it next time...
when you noe wat you are doing....
and clear of your objectives......
no point hurting yourself as you alwayz do....
and promise yourself to love your heart.......dunt do that anymore!!!!(for now)
keep your heart properly yea??? =)

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