i love you...MOM and DAD.....=)
Sunday, February 28, 2010.

actually i plan to write this post in chinese....but since the software din work out.....
so....yeah...in english then.....
sometimes...when you are alone....in the room...
thoughts juz linger in your mind....good thoughts....sweet memories....
bitter ones....the ones tat make your tear drop....in short...-you are thinking- eventhough your eyes are on the book....your mind is somewhere out there.....i'm sure this is pretty normal...
but today..something juz linger in my mind when my vision starts to turn blur as i was starring at my maths book......

in life....when we are single and available....we try to seek for ppl who are willling to love us with their true heart....or ppl who could lend their shoulders for us to cry on when we are down....or someone who can protect us whenever we are.....i dunno how true is this.....but yeah..i felt the same way too......

think back.... we search....we explore...we study the person....and we start to realize the weaknesses in them......and this is the time we start to judge them.....have negative thoughts on them...critisize them.....evaluate them.....and you'll tell yourself....this is not my cup of tea.....i should seek for a better one.......( even though u noe that there's no one perfect in this world)

however......its onli nw that i realize that there are two ppl in my life who never fail to support me.....never fail to love me even if my wekanesses are unbearable.....alwayz accept me for who i am.....alwayz felt proud of my achievements and most of all......never leave me alone in the dark.......needless to say..they are my most respesctful parents....

talking about parents......we dun need to waste time seeking....exploring...studying....or evaluate them......or may be testing whether they treat you with their true heart.....as the limit of their love to us is the big blue sky up high......so wat for busy searching for the ONE so desperately ,to share your love with ,when there are two person who mean most to you waiting for your love and care at home??? they are the one who you should love most......not anyone else in this world.....and i'm grateful to God that He present me with two GREAT HUMAN BEING.....this should be and this is!! The present i most cherish in my entire life.....I LOVE YOU ....mom and dad......i wish you could see this post.....and i also wish you could understand that even if i didnt really express my care for you all the time.....i'm willing to sacrifice my everything including my life...juz to make you both happy and healthy......=) love you all ALwAYZ.....till the day i die....