LEE JI CHING!!!!!
Thursday, October 1, 2009.

its been a week........
a week of self evaluation and self discover......
what did i get from god?
i realize that i have change.....
u would ask......whether it is a good change or not a good one...
i would say......i dunt noe...
but one thing i'm pretty sure about is that....
i'm not once the person i was before....
y????
i was once a tough girl....
nothing can pull me down....
i try my best to settle every problem .....
wat did i learn before this??
who am i in secondary school???
where's that lee ji ching in secondary school???
she's tough and strong in every decision she make???
y am i this soft now???
i shouldnt be!
i shouldnt!
because of one person i emoed this whole year???
what a nonsence????
i cant believe that i wasted this whole year....
thinking of that.....
i'm so irrational......
i'm definately not this irrational before this.....
come on!!! i'm a PKTRian!
come back lee ji ching!!! come back!!!!
i still need to live!!! i have goals yet to achieve!
stop emoing and carry on!!! no use of emoing coz noone will actually appreciate it..
i'm juz torturing myself.!!!
what for???? yes youre right jinny....i'm torturing myself all these while...
but i 'm proud to tell u now that i'm stopping it from today...
wat is meant to be mine...it will be.....
let god do the planning.....
i cant change god's plan....
so wat for being sad upon all those unhappy things??
what comes will go.....
i need to stay strong!!! i'm once the lee ji ching...
and i alwayz am.....
加油！！！！ 要勇敢地活下去！！！！

3 comment(s):

hey =) u are and will always be the Lee Ji Ching i know ;) That, I'm sure. And i'm really proud of ya =) U know better than I do that u'll always have people backing you up whatever or whenever anything at ALL happens :) keep it up big sis! =) what lies in life, will only be unveiled as time goes by. and for that, we'll just live it on and see ;)

kyzd

By  kelvinyin91, at October 4, 2009 at 3:02 AM  

yup! bro...i need you to to stand back up as i do.....i understand that u need time....and i'm sure that defeat this emoness:) afterall!! we are PKTRians!!!! yo!!! i need kelvin yin to be back!!!

By  ji ching, at October 4, 2009 at 12:08 PM  

if there was a 'like' button similar to the one on facebook here, I would click on it for like a million times...go, JC!!Cheersss, i know you are capable of living on & thriving in ur life!=)

By  J.Chong, at October 10, 2009 at 9:36 AM  

talk to me?

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