No more complains but to carry on~~~
Thursday, July 9, 2009.

its been nearly two weeks here.....
but still...i feel great being around with great ppl....
despite being far away from my hometown..and my parents....
the word great....indicates not onli those who are good in their results...
but their ability to talk so fluently in a language that i'm craving to learn and master for now....
sometimes i feel so small.....
everyday surrounding by ppl who has excellant results.....
11A1s, 12A1s, 13A1, 14A1s......
is driving me completely crazy now....
everybody is like studying all day l0ng....
with heads burying in those thick books....
i cant really imagine wat will i be in two years time.....
a book worm perhaps????
but for now....its really a nono!!!

my life now is like no more computer....
no more online games.....
no more chattting.....
no more chinese food...
no more expensive food.....
no more astro channel 311....314...703....413...412...411....301.....blah blah blah....
wow!!!! so different from wat i have before.....
but wat to do???
or rather should i ask....
wat can i do????

ok...let me list out some of my plans which i'm going to carried out for these few months ahead...
firstly....i will definately subcribe P1 WiMAX....which i 'm goin to find a few frenz to share the cost with me monthly.....so that i can solve my "online problem"..==...
secondly, i will check out the TV room often....which is located on the ground floor of my hostel block....to see that whether the astro is fixed or not......so that i wont be bored everyday....
thirdly, i'm going to study more often.....coz i feel so depressed after i toook my placement test last friday.....which proved to me that i'm not fit to be in INTEC......== coz everyone here is on a scholarship....which means everyone is super duper clever.....the main problem is ..I'm NOT!!! god....pls help me get through it.....

hmm....i guess...i need to stop for now.....
supposingly, there's class till four PM today....but dunno for wat reason....all classses are cancelled after 10.00...haha....i'm super happy today......
ok...thats all....i need to do some revision on form five work.....
as my brain rusted for half a year.....bleh.....+_+
STUDY TIME!!!!! chaoz!!!!

2 comment(s):

Haha, I m really scared too...all ppl so gao, nvrmind la, haha...compete wit ourselves can ady...haha..

By  Mimitella, at July 13, 2009 at 9:02 PM  

my dearest!!!
this is a sacrifice you have to make in order to enter medic. I'm sure you'll do fine. Don't pressure yourself too much. All the best and take good care of yourself!!! Miss you...

Love,
Karmen

By  karmen, at July 20, 2009 at 12:50 PM  

talk to me?

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