My Taekwon-do Life...Part @ne
Sunday, May 3, 2009.

its been a while i abandon my "hide away"...
yesterday, was my second last lesson with my taekwondo students.....
i will be leaving next week ....
to a place ....a total new place for me.....
i noe i will miss my parents badly.....
i noe i have to suit myself to the new environment in a short period of time..
and i also noe that all my comrades have to go on different paths...
so wat??? all i could do now is to accept the truth...
god will lead me the way he wans me to.....

back here...
during the first stage,
i really tried very hard to improve myself to become a good instructor....
to me...
being in ITF taekwondo is a total breakthrough ...
from a normal and naive student until becoming an instructor...
really changes my life....
i wan to thank a person specially...he is my instructor....MR Chen Mun Kit..
who taught me lots of things...
from self defence technique to 人生大道理....
he is not onli a good instructor...
but also a very good fren...
i knew him since i was 10...
and realise that he is one of a kind...
a good leader who always find ways to improve himself and teaches tkd with all his heart!
this is called PASSION....

i never regret joining TKD...
as i noe..i wanted to have the ability to protect myself....
and not depending too much on my parents...
but still...i dun think i perform well in TKD...
despite that.....i try my very best to improve on the techniques so that i can really teach!!
i dun wanna be a bad instructor..

My first lesson was a mess....
i mean not a terrible one....
before i started a class...i did lotz of planning... and stuff like that..
rehearsal may be?? haah...
but still.....i forgot one thing...
which is to understand my students and noe them well....
after the first class.....
my night mare came.....
i recieved a complain from my students...
saying that i was very fierce....
i heard this indirectly from my instructor and my friend's mom....
this message spreaded so fast......
i felt so bad ......
i thought that i 've gave out all my best ....

i took this thing seriously...
and i even cried to my best fren...
and talk to him for hours...
i asked opinion from mr chen....
at last i found a way to face them....
may be all those were juz rumours...
i never noe....
and i 'm not planning to find out the truth...
coz the most important thing is not searching for the one who create this thing..
but to find a solution to make my students believe in me..
the first way to improve the situation is to become their frenz...

now....
we've been through many things...
i've saw improvements from all of u....
you guys passed you gradings....
you grab medals in competition which make me so so so proud of you guys!!!
anywaz....
really hope that u guys can continue your hard work...
and give your fullest support to Aileen....

through this few months of working life....camping.....and teaching..
i've learn many things....
1.be flexible to changes....as unexpeted things comes in without our notice...
2.never give up in anything you do.....and be tough to accept critism and compliments..
3.believe in your abilities and strive hard for success...
4.be humble....humility determines your success...
5.carry this four principle for life: wisdom, dedication, courage, sacrifises....
6.admit mistakes to face regrets in life...and must noe how to correct it
7. dare to dream....dun think too much!! JUZ DO IT....-nike-
8. alwaz learn , unlearn and relearn.....
9.this world is yours and sky is the limit....
10. dont be slave to money, let money be slave to you.....