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其中一个第一次......
Monday, January 5, 2009.

人生有无数的"第一次"
第一次说话, 第一次唱歌, 第一次上学, 第一次牵手, 第一次哭泣.....
我今天说的第一次是我人生第一次工作...
可能对其他人来说...17岁才做工啊?? 我12岁就做了....
那有什么了不起呢???
对!!! 没什么了不起....
第一天上班
感觉有点兴奋, 同时也有点不习惯...
娇生惯养了一个月....如今要爬起身做工....真讨厌!!!
我恨不得睡到日出三更.....艳阳高照....
让那温温的阳光抚摸我起床....
但这些只能成为凭空想象与杜撰的事情...
今天还没有学生上课....
所以只能做一些paper work 咯....
但paper work 归paper work...一点也不能掉以轻心..
我自认是个效率快的人...但我也很清楚自己不是一个仔细, 细心的人...
爸爸昨晚才提醒我....
一个人的失败...往往是因为那些我们不理会的小错误造成的....
今天我太不像样了...
脑海里一直告诉自己做东西一定要快! 快! 快! 要有效率!!!不要被人看扁...
疏忽的我...既然看见了小瑕疵睁一只眼关一只眼....
认为..aiya...没人会在意的啦!
结果好的不灵, 坏的灵......还要给"波士" 看见....被她纠正了几句.....
我还能怪谁呢????
只能怨自己不好....太高估自己了!!!
我太有自信了....很久没被人骂....
因为自从上了中学....加入学长团后....我一直不允许自己犯上任何的错误...
因此我每天提心吊胆.....担心这个....担心那个......
绝不让自己犯错....因为我害怕被骂...被责怪的滋味....
我讨厌被骂!!!!!!!!!!!!
因此我很努力地把每一件事情做得尽善尽美.....
不知几时我把这习惯改了.....
可能我觉得太厌倦了....太辛苦了......
不想再要求完美......
如今的教训把我弄醒.....
但我还不知应不应该继续要求完美.......
因为要完美实在太辛苦了......
今天被训的事情......心里好难受......
因为我知道自己能做到更好....但为什么我不去做呢????
我不能原谅自己的错误! 好讨厌自己!!!!!!!!!!
但我了解"心有多大, 舞台就有多大" 的道理.....
我要接受!!!但很希望有人能给我点力量....让我继续奋斗下去....
我要拥有自己宽阔无边的舞台!!!!!!!!!
第一天上班......认识了几位auntie.....
其中一位是down syndrome的....
与她聊天的我感到无比的敬佩.....
敬佩她的真诚, 敬佩她的爱心, 敬佩她的简单, 敬佩她的天真....
简单的她.....带着纯真的心面对残酷的世界.....
但这弱肉强食的世界对她来说是温馨, 美满的....
她对家人的爱...比天高比海深.....
她简单的思想胜过无数的高层人物....胜过无数的有钱人.....
因为简单就是快乐.....
认真的做好每一件事......简单也变的不简单....
即使再平凡的她也变得不平凡.....
今天带着生病的状态上班....好失礼哦....
整天在那而咳嗽.....好想把整个喉隆都切除呢!!!
幸好小同学还未上学....要不然传染到他们时就糟糕了.....
喉隆疼啊!!!!!!!!!
我的身体可以振作点吗?????快快好起来啦!!!!!
今天的午餐真不精彩....
眼白白的望着别人香喷喷的菜肴.....饭香又扑鼻而来......
硬吭着一块面包的我.....只好说些安慰自己的话......
"减肥嘛....要减肥就要这样的咯....."
吃了块面包在食下一个egg tart.....和一杯营养饮料后...
一直安慰自己说..."你饱 了!!!!"
其实下午喝牛奶般的饮料令我觉得很想吐呢!!!!!
无可奈何....我走出了厨房..
好疲倦哦.....我不想再咳嗽了!!!!
声音也变了的我....领悟了许多.........
好不容易的第一次.......

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